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| Lostprophets - "Last Train Home" |
| 02.29.04 (9:01 pm) [edit] |
Kalen: Hi, it's Kalen! Can you help me bring stuff up?
Me: sure, u want Nach to come too? she's on 4U right now
Kalen: sure
[call Nach...arrange to meet downstairs]
[see Nach holding the outside door to the building]
Me: here's your coat [looks at person at the door...it's George, holding 2 huge bags...i move out of the way...I think I see Mike behind him]
Me: hey...oh, i'll help u open the other door
George: ok
Me: [struggling with the key and door...can't stick key in...i move to the other set of doors....] there we go. [turn around]
Mike: Hey Mandy
Me: oh hey!
[George walks through door]
Mike: how was your break?
Me: good! yours?
Mike: it was good [walks through door]
[I hold door open for a few more ppl behind him]
I walked through door partway to see if George needed help...he was already in the elevator, Mike was right outside the elevator, about to go in it looked like...looked at me, i realised kalen wasn't there, and i went outside to find her and Nach...
He wasn't on crutches and no casts....so he apparently did have a safe break...hehe...i wonder if he even read my email(s)...heh, if he got the second one, i really do wonder if he thinks I'm a huge nerd...haha...oh well...
oh yeah, my laptop was effed over the weekend...SIGH...I spent like, most of yesterday trying to fix it...I asked my sister over ICQ ont he computer...and she asked for help from her friend from Waterloo who was taking bioinformatics/CS....his name was Denis...lol...so, so far, I've asked 3 ppl for computer help (i mean, ppl i've never met or spoken to before...therefore totally strangers to me...)....one was Aly's boyfriend's floormate, Denis from Carleton...one was Hana's friend at York (don't know her name), and the third one was my sister's friend from Waterloo, Denis. haha, two denis'...lol...
anyway...i'm sleepy, i'm gonna go sleep and get up early to do some more reading.
hmm, did i ever mention i don't like the smell of oranges? hmm
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| Avril Lavigne - "My World" |
| 02.29.04 (3:06 pm) [edit] |
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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| Britney Spears - "Toxic" |
| 02.28.04 (9:41 am) [edit] |
Aww, I miss having a car and driving around and singing...man, the weather is b-e-a-u-tiful!! i don't think i need my jacket! but i don't wanna wear my Cawthra sweater everywhere...so i will either change or take my jacket instead of sweater...
hmm...just came back from eye doctor...didn't ask him about contacts though...ah well...still very iffy :?
I went to SC afterwards, found out steph was gonna work in an hour, so I went to S1 to get some reprints from the LP concert, and I gotta go back in...heh, 10 min? to pick them up...but I'll do it later, I'll prolly go back there around 5...Carol called and told me she had some karate demonstration at S1 at 5ish...so...yeah...thena fterwards, she said she had 3 hours until she had to go to the movie....so asked if she wanted to meet up...have bbt or osmething........but yeah....i COULD try to do some assn't today for CS and work on linalg...fuck, i gotta work on linalg....argh! seriously! why did i not get much work done while i had 4 days all to myself??! damn procrastinating habit of cleaning! ARGH! :evil:
anyway. I should get to that work now...then go out for dim sum with parents and aunt, and then S1 prolly...hmm...well, gtg
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| Incubus - "Wish You Were Here" |
| 02.26.04 (9:04 pm) [edit] |
o I'm home now....I hung out with Carol, Amy and Hong yesterday in Toronto...we watched "50 first dates"...lol, it was good...I felt bad for Lucy though...like, seriously, does that condition ACTUALLY exist? cause that'd absolutely suck :( Then we tried to go get some dessert, but everything was closed, cause it was Wednesday at midnight...SO...yeah...we ended up going to Dominions and getting some food...then we ate and talked and they did match profile things on the internet...heh, I think we ended up leaving just before 3ish...prolly 2:50am or osmething...but yeah...I drove Amy's car there and back...because we don't trust her driving highway or in Toronto...but I hated driving in Toronto..ugh...however, I did get a chance to practice my parallel parking..lol..if it wasn't for hong, I mgiht've hit the thing sticking outta the ground though...:? but I didn't...heh...
Today, Karen, Jody and Mae came out to visit. We went shopping at Heartland and then Square One....I saw a bag I kinda liked at le chateau, but it was tan...I wanted black...but I couldn't see it...damn, I shouldv'e checked the le chateaus at square one...but I forgot about it by then..lol... oh well...I gotta save my money anyway...my mom's starting to bother me about switching schools cause living in london is costing too much and I spend too much while I'm there...sigh...I dunno though, I don't feel like I'm spending alot, and yet I did...I'm estimating about...2000 since school started? yikes...but that included a few more books....maybe about 300ish (more) in books, and then RRSP for another four months, and then cell phone bills each month and LD..but LD isn't TOO much...less than 20 a month...avg less than 10 a month...so yeah...lets say 600 for RRSP and phones...so 1100? how did I spend 1100?? Clothing/shoes stuff...maybe about....less than 500? cause i bought 2 pairs of shoes and some sweatshirts...a pair of pants...t-shirt at LP concert...hmm... i dunno... whatever...now..hwat was i talking about?
erm...they came...we shopped...they bought stuff, I didn't..heh..yeah, taht's basically all we did...shop...and almost had many heartattacks while karen drove...man...her driving IS scary...she makes really sharp turns...it's NUTS! :? anyway. it was fun though...we had dinner at the food court...and we were reminiscing about elementary school days...lol...we were comparing Chris and Michael, then and now...LOL...omg, funny stories man...HAHAHAHAHA....I had a few good laughs...:D took some pictures when we got back to my driveway...we finally got one of all three of us...I hope it turns out well!!! sigh........anyway......
I'm applying to this job thing....and I asked my cousin if his place was still hiring...i'll apply to both I guess, cause for his place, the manager is gonna call ppl for interviews near end of April (from what I udnerstood)... so...i dunno what i'm getting at...but yeah... that;s about it...
OH, I went to this site to take this typing test thing, to check your typing speed, cause my way of typing out of a book and looking at my watch every now and then to see if its been a minute yet wasn't that accurate...but yeah, I went, and i'm getting ranges from like...49-68ish..so..I dunno...I'm saying (on my resume) typing speed of up to approximately 70wpm...hmm...meh... but yeah, they had this link to the top 100 results for the week...and it's just RIDICULOUS! Like, the top spot right now is 187wpm with 99% accuracy! like, I don't even think I can read that fast! holy moly! I wanna meet this person man! and see him/her type! like, it'd just be a blur! it's cool though. Anyway. I'm gonna try the test again when I get back to res and I can hook up to the internet...see waht I can type at on the laptop's keyboard...the one at home is SO stiff...my fingers got tired just typing this entry. maybe it's jsut cause it got long again. ok, ciaov
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| Our Lady Peace - "Somewhere Out There" |
| 02.23.04 (8:10 am) [edit] |
So I've survived the weekend on minimal food...
I'm heading over to Delaware in about 45 min....Gonna have brunch with Jenna, and then I'm gonna stay there to do work...cause apparently, when I'm in my room, I clean alot...If only I had a vacuum cleaner...sigh...THey didn't clean the washrooms today....I hope they still do the weekly cleaning though...:? hmm... cause I want our room vacuumed before Nach gets the floor messy again! lol...
Anyway, I think there's something messed up with my computer....there's this site that my browser keeps directing to when I open it up....i dunno, drxcounter.com or something like that....it's really annoying, because I just want my weathernetwork.com! lol...anyway...and like, yesterday, it was ef-ed up...I got like, 3-4 viruses in total....it was really bad....and I haven't tried today yet, but everytime I try to open up microsoft word, it says that explorer has preformed an illegal operation....ef.....it's a good thing I don't need word anytime soon...but I should get it checked out..hmm...
so yeah, I've been trying to do linalg hw...but I keep getting stuck, and I just start cleaning again...or eating...so I finally decided to do my business....so I have THAT out of the way....so now I just have econ/acs reading, compsci studying/assn't, linalg hw/studying, acs essay....ARGH....yeah, no way I'm gonna get alot of that stuff done by the time I get home...sigh....I'm gonna apply to some job I found on the u of t career site thing when I get back on Wednesday...anyway
I really hope I get to see alotta ppl over the few days I'm in Mississauga....Karen and Jody are both off this week...hopefully getting together with them on Thrusday (cause that's the only day Karen's off from work)...but I have no car...:? unless I drive mom to work and then pick her up after work...ugh..so much hassle...but yeah, I asked my sister when I'd have access to an automatic car, and she was like, we only have automatic cars now....whoa! I'm so out of the loop while I'm at school... but yeah...the same day we got the honda, apparenlty we got the automatic camry, but we just didn't physically have it yet...so...yeah...hmm....I guess this makes it simpler....but we're apparenlty in debt now...SO...I MUST find good job...cause the chances of me getting that 4000 from my dad any time soon is rather slim.... but I figured...we pay rent month by month, so it'll be ok...I don't need it all at one time...but if I get a job anyway, it should be fine...right? hmm...anyway, I hope everything works out ok this week...
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| Mariah Carey & Whitney Housten - "When You Believe" |
| 02.21.04 (10:40 pm) [edit] |
I'm SO bored in res right now! I didn't get much work done today...but i cleaned the room a bit...did the dishes...ugh...I wanna vacuum though! argh...I didn't eat much today...damn...I'm prolly gonna lose a few pounds by wedneday :?
So I found out Steph is on her reading week as well at the same time as Western...SO! I hope we can get together when I get back...I wanna see Jody and Karen and Chris and Charisse and Anna too...hehe...Luisa too, I haven't seen her in years :( Hong and Carol too...Maybe I'll just randomly show up at Carol's...heh...I doubt she'd appreciate it though..hmm.. I gotta ask my sister if I can steal the car anyway...and when...maybe I can drive my mom to work and then just pick her up after...so I can do something with someone during the day ...hmm
anyway, getting hungry..whcih means, time to sleep..then I can eat breakfast in the morning
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| Staind - "It's Been A While" |
| 02.20.04 (9:59 pm) [edit] |
wow, not everyone's gone yet, but I already feel all by myself and alone... :(
Today was such a pointless day; I went to 9am class, and to do what? We watched "Office Space" in business class today (erm, yesterday I guess...)! omg...I can't believe I got up for that class...oy...and then we didn't get to finsih watching it...so I gotta dl the second half...and then we got back our Operations Exam..damn I did BAD....worse than finance...ef...it's a good thing I don't need business for next year...I just need to pass to get the credit...AND, he didn't come to class...so it was entirely pointless to show up for 9am business on a friday before reading week :?
Then, I had an hour break, and then I went to the other section's Linear Algebra...gibberish....then I went to my own section's Linear Algebra...same material as the previous hour, but still gibberish...oy...
So I'm gonna make an effort to make my entries more readable and shorter...heh...less detail I guess...OR, just separate entries for different parts of the day....hehehe.... anyway
I think I'm gonna go sleep now? hmm...it's So quiet...it's so creepy here....:( sigh...I will do work tomorrow...and I'll have chinese food for dinner/lunch because I ordered it today when Kalen ordered her dinner. but yeah... mmm...yummy...hee..."see choi ngow hoh" .. but not...I got the rice version...heh...
oh, one more thing before I finish this entry....I e-mailed him to let him know about the prerequisite for the graphics course and the other stuff I had to tell him...it took so much thought...heh...and I made the font blue...but anyway. I sent it, then sent a copy to Amy to ask her what she thought...not a good feedback... sigh... so now I apparently sound needy because the tone wasn't casual enough...oy....:?
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| Little Cory - "First Time" |
| 02.19.04 (12:33 pm) [edit] |
i'm not sure if that's his name...well, i know it's cory, but not sure if he goes by little cory? i dunno...anyway
so...let's try for a short blog today...
he came to CS class late today...there was a row in between our rows, so we didnt' chat...and then after class, he was talkint to some guy in our class, so i didn't wait...just cause i had to do some linalg hw for our lab an hour later...which btw, I think it went alright...
so yeah. didn't speak with him...so nothing much to say. heh...i hope he goes to business tomorrow...then i can wish him a good and SAFE reading week...lol...
oh, he has an exam today i think...I'm mentally wishing him luck. :D I'm sure he'll do fine. :) he's a smart kid. :wink:
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| Mariah Carey - "Hero" |
| 02.18.04 (7:04 pm) [edit] |
it's been a while since i've blogged....not that it really matters, cause I know no one really reads it on a regular basis...lol....
but yeah, much has happened since last blog.
Let's start with house hunting. It was a HECTIC day...like, no joke, we saw a house that was occupied by Jenna's music sophs, we saw an ABSOLUTELY beautiful apartment owned by London Property COrp., and then saw 2 more with the same company...then we saw a basement that had a daycare running on the main floor....then we made a call back to LPC to inquire about what was still available...found out that there were only 2 five-bedroom apartments left at that location...SO...some more franticness...basically, we knew we WANTED that place REALLY bad...cause it's SO close, SO nice, SO clean, SO new (started operating just this past september), but SO DAMN EXPENSIVE!! lol...so anyway...we stopped by Delaware to drop off Amy so she could ask her friends to see if they wanted to be the 5th occupant of the apartment...then we all get back into jenna's car in the driveway..and we're discussing and calling parents...I look out the window...and guess who I saw at the bus stop? yup! you guessed it! Mike! hehe....Can I take it as a sign that I saw him at such a random place on Valentines day? lol...aww....but anyway...hehe, Jenna rolled down her window, and i"m like, what do you think you're doing??! and she's like, what, would u be really mad if I yelled out the window to him? lol....OY....but yeah, anyway....it was definatley him...I was 100% sure when i saw him walk onto the bus...heh, his limp..lol...cause i never saw his face...i jsut saw his jacket, jeans, backpack, and baseball cap...hehe...but anyway...yeah, so that's THAT story wtih him...BUT...back to housing...
So we made plenty of calls on my cell phone that day..hehe, it was FINALLY put to use...too bad a chunk of it was long distance...but it's gonna be ont he Primus plan...but still....5cents a minute! hehe...anyway. so yeah, we decided not to sign that same day, but put it on reserve, cause we knew we were gonna sign, we just needed a time to get together and stuff....and to read over the lease and such...but yeah....we signed on Sunday night....we got an apartment for next year! SO expensive!! aww!! I GOTTA find a job for the break...a damn good one too! I gotta make $6000!! YIKES!!! more than that actually...it's 6000 for rent....and then food and books and tuition...AHH! I PRAY OSAP gives me money! I'm hoping for at least 3000!!! so yeah....it's 450 per month PLUS utilities...for 12 months...and the place is unfurnished....but its' so close and safe and clean!! sigh...well, it's signed, now we just need to find a fifth occupant by March 16th....OY....I hope we wont' have difficulties! otherwise, YIKES!!! sigh...anyway...
what else...oh, after the hunting on saturday, i went back to res, tried to do some work, then went to amy's res so we could talk about housing stuff and then eat dinner...ooh, it was good! they had SUNDAES!! or would u call it a banana split? because it had bananas...hmm...but yeah...GOOD! hehe, the rest of dinner was good too...anyway...so after dinner, we tried to do some more wokr...then I went to the mall to pick up some stuff (ie: food/snacks)...met up with Catherine at the bus stop...hehe, and i was like, cat! this is the exact spot he was standing at earlier! lol...ANYWAY...but yeah, we went to the mall for like, an hour...then came back with food and stuff...then we (cat, amy, and I) all went to Catherine's house to watch movies...hehe...we took the bus...AND, it was so random! we saw Katrina get on the bus afterwards, and we're like, Katrina!! hey!! where are you going?? heh, her reply? "I dunno yet"... she's one brave girl...lol...appanretly she felt like dancing, so she had to go somewhere, but wasn't sure where to go yet...lol...so she just randomly got on a bus, by herself!! craziness! so we told her to go to The Drink...dunno why...maybe cause it was close? it was the same stop that we got off at, cause Cat lives right across from it...lol...I find it ironic...lol...but anyway...so Kat went to the drink, and the other 3 of us went to Cat's place and we got settled in and stuff,...hehe, saw cat's room furnished for the first time...but yeah...anyway....amy picked out like, 7 movies to watch that night/day....but it was like, 10pm...it was so obvious we weren't gonna get thru them all...lol...I got thru 1.5 movies before I passed out...Amy got thru 2.5 i think...and Cat realised that amy had already fallen asleep (heh, she was faking that she was awake by still staying in a sitting position) and she turned it off...lol... but yeah...I was sleepy to begin with...and then with alcohol in the system (we tried lime woody's), I just couldn't stay up...lol...but yeah...they woke me up at like, 8ish i think...cause i was sleeping on the bed, and ontop of the comfortors..lol...i was like, u guys could've waken me up earlier! i fell asleep around 4ish i think they slept at 6ish i think......but yeah....thye're like, we're cold, can we get the blanket from udner you? cause i wasn't even using it! i was just on top of it! lol...but yeah...it was funny...and then we woke up at like, 11ish, and then discussed what to eat, then fell asleep again, woke up at 1ish, and finally got up...lol...it was funny... We went for breakfast (at 2pm) at this place called Pandora's or osmething like that...it's at Oxford and Wharncliff...across from Mcdonalds....but anyway, it was good! we should go more often...food wasn't too expensive, not for hte amount of food you get anyway! but, they had this thing for mirrors there...it was kinda weird...and creepy...at first, i thoguth it was fine...cause like, there for floor to ceiling mirrors on one wall, so like, it made the place look bigger...but then the bathroom was too weird for me...more mirrors, and then they had like, pieces of mirror that was just kinda random ont he wall...even the ceiling...it was too weird fo rme...but anyway....
I talked to Kalen later on Sunday, she said she saw Mike in the line up for the Drink on Saturday....lol....I'm like, that's good to know...u know, it being the anti-valentines theme...lol...but it was fine...it was jsut graffiti themed mostly...lol...nayway....
I talked to him in class on Tuesday...:) hehe...he moved from where he was orignally sitting (at the table at the front) to the row in front of me....but i was listening to my music and writing stuff in my planner....i dunno if he called me, and i didn't hear him? or he just figured tha ti wouldn't hear him....so he tapped my knee (just cause of the way i was sitting, it was possible) but yeah....lol, i was caught so off guard...lol...but yeah....we talked about ITR and random stuff....lol....i realised....that....well, first, he commented on the graphical stuff that we saw in class as demos...and he wanted to know when we'd start learning how to make cool graphics and stuff...i said it was prolly in later years...most likely not this year...but yeah...and i reaslied...(this was afterwards, like, i was back in res by this point)...that ... I think u need linalg040 or mat030 to take the graphic courses....SO....I should let him know that asap...cause he's only taking calculus right now....hmm....so....yikes! he really wants to learn i think...lol...cause you need to know how to do that stuff if you wanna make a computer game! lol..aww...he's such a kid...:)...it's so cute! :oops: aww.... :P hehe...he really is such a kid...and it's SO cute, i love it! hehe, i can see it in the way he walks...lol...so carefree....but anyway....I dunno what to do...be totally random and blunt and just tell him I like him? hmm...I dont' think I can do that...I'd prolly run away...:( I don't know!! SIGH...shoot, what was I saying???
oh, so yeah, we just talked about the same usual stuff we talk about...school and such....i asked if he was gonna go back home for reading week...he said yes...he went to get his train ticket after class...so i didn't walk back to saugeen with him...or eat lunch...i had it almost all planned out too...aww....but yeah...i like not wearing my black shoes when i'm walking with him...lol...it feels less awkward...lol, he's actually taller than me when i wear my sneakers....hehe....and it's not an awkward height either....but yeah....I think he said he had to get an MRI or smoething like that over reading week (he mentioned this WEEKS ago) and then hopefully get surgery after we get back....aww...i hope i see him before he gets it done....i wonder how much classes he'd have to miss?? I hope not too many...then again, he doens't go to alotta classes anyway...well, just econ that i know of...i know he goes to business and calc and most CS clases...lol (i'm not stalking, he told me that he goes, and CS, it's just cause we're in the same class)...so anyway....
so switch of topics....kalen and nachelle are both telling me that steven really likes me...and i dunno what to do about it, cause i'm not interested in him....he slightly annoys me too....so i'm gonna try to avoid him, and if i ever encounter him, and i'm with nach and or kalen, i'm gonna mention mike...lol...kalen suggested it!! but yeah...or i could jsut tell him? well, if it ever comes up and it's convenient...hmmm
so i should stop typing now...it's just cause i haven't blogged in so long, i had to pile it all up into one entry..sorry...I'm sure no one actaully read it all...if you did, leave me a comment please!! i just wanna know who reads these long ass posts of mine...heh...just me being curious...so tired...i'm tying with my head down on my arm...like, ... yeha...i gotta do linalg...got lab/quiz tomorrow and i haven't done any of this week's hw yet cause i had my ACS exam today...and that wasn't too good...oy...oh well...i was so tired, like, i could not read properly..it was so bad....so yeah, gotta get doing SOME work ...OR i can sleep for 10 hours tonight...hmm...NO! GOTTA DO LINALG! I MUST get at least 60% in it in order to stay in Comp Sci! otherwise, I have no idea what i'm doing...cause like...id' hafta reapply to something else, OR, i can take it over summer school, but i gotta register by march 1st! YIKES! anyway, ciao
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| Evanescence - "Where Will You Go" |
| 02.13.04 (9:32 pm) [edit] |
So I just finished my last blog, but I was so worked up that I entirely forgot about what I really wanted to blog about (before that email). Please remember to read that particular blog.
title: Three Days Grace - "Just Like You"
it's the blog after this one.
So yes. I went to see an acadmic counsellor today. I waited outside her door while she was helping someone else on the phone. And when she was done, I went in, saw her browser open, and guess what it was? Neopets. omg. like. whoa. I was like, hey, my dad plays that....and she's like, your dad? i'm like, yeah.....and she was like, my 12 year old daughter got me hooked on it..but now she doens't even touch it anymore...and i'm like, yeah, my dad saw me playing, and he plays it religiously now, and i don't touch it anymore. But he still asks me if I've been on lately.. :roll:
Anyway, so I told her my dilema of how I dont't hink I'd be able to make it in computer science. And she printed out my marks...and she's like, what are you worrying for?? Because I did well in first term...and my highest mark was CS...but that's besides the point, cause I'm like, well, after that first assn't we just handed in...I'm really not too sure if I'll be able to continue...and so she kept on telling me that she had faith in me, that i'd make it, blah blah blah....and she was like, you were at the info session, right? I'm like...yeah...and she's like, you were sitting int he back row, weren't you? She made it sound like it was a bad thing or osmethign! I dunno, how would she remmeber me??!?! she prolly thinks I'm a trouble maker or something...she porlly noticed me there cause mike and i exchanged comments everynow and then (we weren't right beside each other, so like, it would've been obvoius that we were talking)...but anyway, she ended up convincing me to do CS. not a major though, not a specializaton, but she told me to try for the honours specialization in computer science. omg! like....I'm gonna DIE!!! AHH! I dunno...I'm scared out of my wits....YIKES! I dont' even know if I can pass first year! :cry:
Oh, and guess what? I passed econ exam!! SWEET! So that HAS to mean I'm passing the course now...right? I hope so! hehe. Anyway. I need to do some bus. analysis...and then I think I'll go to bed...IF i can that is...lotsa ppl out and about partying/drinking because alot of them just wrote calc exam today....so yeah...
Going to Cat's tomorrow and sleeping over and watching movies! fun!! hehe, i'll prolly blog about our house hunting adventure after I get back from Cat's.
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| Three Days Grace - "Just Like You" |
| 02.13.04 (9:19 pm) [edit] |
wtf? like, just wtf.
I am attaching an email I recieved recently from someone I know, and quite frankly, really wish I didn't. I'm not friends with him though, especially not after this.
To all you women out there, as I sit here, facing yet another Feb 14th alone, in a world where all around me, happy couples are walking hand-in-hand everywhere, and 'love' is in the air I feel compelled to say something. So, in light of the sheer misery imposed on me by women, I think a few things need to be said on the subject of the social atmosphere here in Waterloo, and in North America to a large extent; namely, the materialism, racism and/or stupidity of the vast majority of women at the University of Waterloo. First and foremost, just because a guy has a car, doesn't mean he's worth dating. This goes particularly to the asian girls, along with the racism of many of them.
Second, just because a guy is 'hot' doesn't mean he's worth dating...in fact, more often than not, it's the 'players' who will rape you, abuse you, cheat on you, and screw you and leave you...so go ahead, date the player, the 'hot guy'...you have the right to choose, but! the moment you do, you loose any right to complain when you are raped or abused or otherwise mistreated. Not that rape is acceptable, just that you women lose the right to complain when you are if you choose that path.
Third, just because a guy has money, or dresses well, doesn't make him any better a human being than those of us who can't afford name-brand clothes. For you to judge a man's worth simply based on the brand of clothing he wears shows women to be immature, and downright stupid.
And now, a question; why is it that women are so stupid as to want to date 'bad boys'? Is it a chromosomal defect, that makes women think that a guy who treats other people like crap is the kind of person who deserves their affections?
As a man who has done his best to be a good person, to help others, to respect others, and has always tried to have respect for women (however of late this has seriously dropped off due to the listed reasons), and yet has! been treated like a pariah for no reason by women, it simply dumbfounds me that not only are women so utterly bereft of intelligence, that they're proud of it! Yes, women have the right to choose who they want to date...but for crying out loud, be at least SOMEWHAT sensible about it! Or is that too much to ask? For a school which supposedly holds itself to high academic standards, it certainly seems that a LOT of stupid women are being admitted...and no, I'm not arguing that it's ONLY women who are stupid here...men are too. I'm simply arguing that it's time for you ladies to wake up to the fact that you're losing any and all credibility in terms of being abused and having the right to complain. So, for all of you who treated a guy like me, who may not look like a movie star, who may not have money or a car, but would treat a woman as a goddess in a relationship, like crap, ignored us, and/or refused to even give us a chance at getting to show ! you how good we are as partners, please, smack yourselves in the face a few times; you certainly need it, but I'd never hit a woman.
Thanks for nothing
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like, wtf??? The first thing that came out of my mouth when i read it was "f*ck". Now, you would think a 20 something year old would know better by now. Maybe he doesnt because no one will give him the time of day, but you know what? it's prolly because he hasn't learnt that in life, you shouldn't brag about stuff. Once you start doing that, it's hard to get ppl to like you. Well, that's my reason anyway. I'm not attracted to braggers. I'm not attracted to looks (I can vouch for that for the current person I actually like...then again, amy and I have different views), I'm not attracted to ppl with cars, like, all of that is so tv stereotypical. You'd think a person with his education would know the different between television and reality. Apparently not. I never really liked him (in any way), and after this, I just don't care for him as a person anymore.
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| Story of the Year - "Until the Day I die" |
| 02.11.04 (5:45 pm) [edit] |
I DON"T KNOW!!!!!!! :cry: I don't know if i can do it!! HELP!!! I felt so bad because i was blabbering on to Catherine on the phone about how I don't know what to do and what Mike's doing, and like, after at least 10 min prolly, she reminded me that she had an exam tomorrow, and i felt SO bad....so now I'm confused and I feel guilty and I feel so behind in linalg because I am... :cry:
But he did come to the info session too....he sat close to where i was...like, directly across, but beside...u know...he wasn't really prepared for it though, cause he had to get a signature, but he dindt' have the forms, so i gave him mine, cause I obviously wasn't gonna use it at that time....and then he asked to see my academic calender...then he asked for my pen, despite the fact that he had his backpack...hmm....and then I think he was gonna wait for me afterwards, but i had a question, and like, there were 4 ppl before me, and he had already waited for a few min, even talked to the brown guy in our CS class .... and then he decided to leave... but yeah...sigh....
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!! :evil: :cry: :evil: :cry: :evil:
Should I think about Ryerson? because they need a portfolio, and I certainly don't have one....like, the only thing is my website and shout's website, but they're both fucked up because of the ads they put on it after i created it....ARGH!!!! I just feel confused. :cry:
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| "Broken Glass" ... Can anyone tell me who the artist is?!? |
| 02.11.04 (2:15 pm) [edit] |
AHH! So i don't know what to do!! We have to hand in our "Intent to Register" forms by Feb 20th! that's in 9 days! effers! i really don't know what I want to do! see, before, I was thinking switch out of my ACS with concentration in CS, and into CS with MIT...but then I realised what a bitch that would be because I'd have to redo first year uni, because I don't have the MIT courses...and there's alotta writing in it, and like, if I don't even have time for CS and my other non writing courses, how will i have time to do programs and essays/?? right? but see, I wanted to do MIT because i wanted to try to get into the media productions or osmething or other like that....but I dont think I'll be able to get in anyway...
anyway, so like, then amy suggested for me to take CS for 3 years here, then go to college for my web stuff that i wanna do, and i was gonna do that, but then I'm just not sure about CS anymore because it's so hard! like, it's not htat I mind that it's hard, I mind if I FAIL! like, I handed in our first assn't for this term, and it is not completed because the program crashes after the first task it executes! ahh! so I don't know! but like, i should take what i like, right? cause it's not even like I'm good at anythign! so I cant' even do that! so...I don't know what to do!
but I was lookign into other schools to see what other options tehre are....Humber has a program for webdevelopment and that really interests me...but like, would I do that NEXT year??? cause I most likely missed the deadlines for applications...and then theres CS at Ryerson, and like, that seems alot more interesting than the CS that's offered at Western...so...I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!! HELP ME!!!! like, I want to continue with CS, but I don't even know if I can pass the first year! and if I can't, then I obviously have to do something else! but like...ahh! i don't wanna do ACS because of the econ...and like, i loked at the second year econ courses, and like, that just dones't appeal to me at ALL...SO...agh! effers!!!!! What am I to do?!?!
I'm supposed to be doing matrices right now...but I just can't get myself to do it until I know what I wanna do for programs! ahh!!!!! :evil: I'm going to go to the CS info session tonight at 7...if I do stay in CS, then at leats they can hopefully help me decide if i should stay in the old or go into the new academic choices...HMM....AHH!
Now I understand why in highschool, they made it easy by not giving us much choice in the first year...at the time, I was like, why would that make it easier? now I know why I HATE CHOICES!! why can't someone (with authority) just tell me what to do!?!?! Cause if I ef up, then I will only have myself to blame (if I choose what to do), and GRR! that just aggravates me! :cry:
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| Linkin Park - "Breaking The Habit" |
| 02.10.04 (12:23 pm) [edit] |
Memories consume
like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
you all assume
I'm safe here in my room
[unless I try to start again]
I don't want to be the one
the battles alwaysc hoose
'cause inside I realise
that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
so I'm
breaking the habit
tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
than anytime before
I had no options left again
I'll paint it on the walls
'cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
but now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
so I'm
breaking the habit
breaking the habit
tonight
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I was listening to this song and I felt the sudden urge to blog the lyrics.
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| Vertical Horizon - "Everything" |
| 02.08.04 (7:57 pm) [edit] |
I think I heard this at Amy's place the other day...hmm... OH! and it was on Steph's msn name too...but yeah anyway
omgomgomgomg! I am massively struggling with my program, right? and like, spent 5 hours trying to figure this thing out...and then i called mike (several times actually, but he never picked up) and when i finally got a hold of him, i asked him some quetsions, and then asked him abotu his...and then asked if he could look at my code and see if he could see where i'm going wrong. he was like, "like, email? or what?" and i'm like, i can come down and show u my code, or you can come up, it doesn't matter...so he came up :D omgomgomgomg! :oops: hehe!! but yeah....he came to my room! Nach was on the phone, and she opened the door, and he came in, and i was just like, that's Nachelle, my roomate....heh...but anyway...so we discussed the assn't and my program and stuff....and i showed him what my card printed out, and he was like, that looks good, mine is all messed up and stuff...so yeah, i think I gave him some ideas to fix his...at least one of us helped the other! :wink: lol...but yeah...he sat on my bed! but I was trying to look at the blink pics on my wall, and see if he'd look there too (to see what i kept on looking at)...cause if he did, then he'd most likely comment on them or whateve,r and then i'd say how they were going on tour with no doubt and i might be going with my friend if it goes to toronto or seomthing..but yeah...other than the assn't, we talked about the exams (actauly, we didn't discuss THAT much...just like, one question for econ...and how we just couldn't get the numbers...) and he saw the London Property Corp rental houses thing on my bulletin board and was like, oh, you're looking into that? so am I...heh...actually, he already signed....HMM....SUCH an incentive to pursuading Hana!! but yeah...dunno which building though...BUT amy brought up a good point, see if there's a summer discount and what the condition and stuff is actually....lol....but yeah...maybe next time we talk...tuesday maybe??? :D but yeah....
When Nach got off the phone, she was like, Hi, I'm Nachelle, sorry, I haven't properly met u caus ei was on the phone....and then she asked all these questions (totally the stuff she already knew! LOL), but then when he said he was from montreal, she asked if he spoke french, and he's like, fluently? and she's like sure, and he's like, no, apparently he doenst' relaly speak french unless he has to...LOL...and she was like, say "hi how are you", and he said it, and i'm like, Nach! even you should know that phrase! but then i remembered she never took french cause she was in the states! lol...so yeah...after like...i dunno, nach said 30 minutes...but i refuse to believe it was acually that long...it felt alot shorter...hehe....but yeah...um, after he left (he went the wrong way, and we're like, the other way!) Nach was like, he's nice, has a nice personality...u know he was flirting with u, eh?...and i'm like, no he wasn't...and sh'es like, if i didn't think he was, i wouldn't say it....but he really was.....but seriosuly, i don't see it...like, i don't think he was flirting with me, i thought he was just talking to me like a normal friend (if we're friends? or just classmates? or res-mates?)....but yeah....Amy said that she wouldn't say something like that unless she means it, just cause she knows flirting when she sees it...lol...ah, my roomate...how were we ever paired? we're so different! except that we love pooh bear :)
but yeah...so that was that...he never really helped me with the assn't though...so i finally went to steven's roomate....heh, and he helped! well, the bingoplayer class is now compiled, and i know what went wrong....i just need to make it work logically now...hmm...dang... that's ognna take a shitload of time....which i don't have! it's due in 12 hours! efefef! ok, time to go then!
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| Sarah McLachlin - "Fallen" |
| 02.07.04 (12:56 am) [edit] |
so I have an economics exam in 12.25 hours...yikes! I'm not even in my room! heh, I went to Deli after I left the staging building (CS assn't questions for the TA) and I've been here for....about 9-10hours so far...:? but yeah, not gonna walk back to res at 3:45am...SO...I'm just gonna stay over here tonight (heh, first time ever! lol) then gonna go back tomorrow morning/early afternoon...hmm...I just gotta get back by 2pm latest so I have time to shower and eat perhaps and maybe do some diagnostic quizzes....hmm
so yeah, there was another fire alarm last night...omg...12:15am...heh, if steven wasn't over studying econ, I would've most likely been in bed! haha...so yeah...good thing for Econ! otherwise it wouldve been a bitch to be outside in my pjs again...ugh...but yeah...it was funny, cause nach was in damar's room, and so like, she didn't have her stuff...but it didn't occur to me to bring her stuff down to her until we were at 5U...lol...but yeah...she wore damar's shoes and jacket, and then steven's jacket...lol...she was a funny sight...hehe...and kalen wasn't in her room either, she was in george's room, but george had left the room to get notes from somewhere else...and kalen didn't have her stuff, but she called liz and asked her to bring some stuff down..but meanwhile, the RA on that floor lent her some socks and shoes and jacket...heh...but yeah...ugh....reason for THIS alarm? burnt popcorn...SERIOUSLY NOW! like! university! you'd think uni. students would be capable of making popcorn! but no! they insist on burning it! oy...maybe they were drunk...who knows...but still! OY...anyway...should sleep soon...still gotta finish up the last chapter for the exam...maybe i'll do it tomorrow...cause i have the feeling i'm not sleeping until 12....considering i usually get up at 8ish9ish...so yeah...anyway....
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| Our Lady Peace - "Hope" |
| 02.03.04 (1:01 pm) [edit] |
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Ames told me to return the favour...but I didn't today...I feel like such a bitch :? oopsy...and then I pretended I didn't see him in the UCC...ugh...I gotta learn to be spontaneous and random. Random CAN be a good thing Mandy, always keep that in mind.
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| Avril Lavigne - "Things I'll Never Say" |
| 02.02.04 (6:24 pm) [edit] |
baby steps....I got the "how are you" thing down...now, I just gotta learn to respond to the "good, you?" line...argh...current response "could be better if it weren't for the assn't"....every single time!! :x grrr
hasn't been to econ since x-mas apparently :shock: then again, I've heard alotta ppl haven't been since school started again...yikes! I actaully pay attention now! lol...
I hate my linear algebra prof...ugh...I really don't think I'm gonna go to that class much anymore...seriously, he isn't helpful at all...and he's just too damn annoying...I can't take the way he talks...ugh...maybe i'll go to it once in a while...see if there's any important updates...but it should be on the website, right? hmm..but yeah...I wanna go to the other CS class more often...I'd go tomorrow, but I have to supervise...grr...damn photography...I need to go to those intent to register things...a drop in advising thingy thing...I NEED ADVICE!!! ahh!! continue wiht CS? or not? cause I don't know if I will have the marks necessary to stay in my current program, let alone transfer into pure CS! oy....what to do what to do?!?!
oh yeah, I showed Amy and Cat the pics of him when he was at Kalen's...lol...Cat was suprised, didn't think that's what he'd look like...and Amy thinks he's really hot...lol...heh, when he's drunk! he looks better in real life I think...lol...apparently he looks mix? and his hair looks black? lol...nono...not from my close up view! :) anyway. let's try to get SOMETHING completed for the CS assn't....I doubt I can...but I'll try anyway...otherwise, I will have to meet steven's roomate tomorrow...lol...hopefully he can help me with this assn't
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