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| The Trews - "Ready To Go" |
| 04.29.04 (7:31 pm) [edit] |
ok, so i discovered that apparently, you need your browser's encoding to be set at Western(ISO) to be able to view my page.......yet i can still see other ppl's page if it's not on the western(iso) thing...i dunno...
I took [url=http://www.naucon.net/misc/te...]a quiz[/url] , here's my results:
1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do
anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.
I don't know about that first one.........i don't get that second one........um...some of them are kinda true......some are kinda not.......but yeah.........
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| I can't view my page. help? |
| 04.28.04 (6:36 pm) [edit] |
ok, this is just to notify all those who actaully read my blog that for some reason, I can't view my blog on the computer at home...so I thought it had to do with my settings on the page, cause my friend said she could'nt view my page as soon as I changed the colours and such...so for those who CAN view the page, it prolly looks like crap (i tried to go to super basic and just do black and white and nothing special wtih links and whatnot)....so bear with me!
would anyone know how I could fix this problem? I tried deleting all the html stuff from the left/right borders as well as tBlog had suggested in the FAQ, but that didn't work...hmm...
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| Blink 182 - "Miss You" |
| 04.28.04 (9:59 am) [edit] |
sooo......I went back to London yesterday having only left it 11 hours previously...lol...i got back at like, 11:15pm? and I left at 10am...lol...Kalen slept over...it was funny cause she used to sleep over in our room in our res...and then she slept over at my house cause her mom couldn't give her a ride in the morning...lol.anyway
so. we went and picked up nach and her friend...then we left sauga...there was like, SO much traffic, it was ridiculous! we were going so slow for like, an HOUR! it toko us 2.75 hours to drive there...only supposed to take 1.5 hours! but yeah...it was weird, cause there was a car load of kids (well, not kids, but ppl our age prolly) behind us at some point, for i dunno, proly half an hour...and like, they were knida weird...they kept on moving aruond, didn't lok like they were really paying atention...(cause seriuosly, we were stopped entirely for minutes at a time, and then we'd go at like, 2km/hr)...and at one point,t he driver had his door OPEN. and he just slowly drove ahead with it open! it was nuts! lol...and then eventually, i switched lanes cause it seemed like it was going faster...and like, i dunno, 5-10 min later, that car passed us and the ppl in it waved at us...lol...i wonder which school they were going to..haha...anyway...so yeah...my goal was to get to saugeen by 12 latest, but we got there at 12:45ish...we went to my room and we just said bye to cary and aly....and i went down to get some food wtih kalen and cary (well, kalen was just coming with me cause she picked up a sub when nach went to he bank and her friend went to the washroom) and cary was just going down to the foyer...dunno why...but like, ppl were moving out, so it was CRAZY busy witht he levators, like, id ont' think i ever waited that long for an elevator before...proly 10 min?!!/ it was NUTS! and while we waited, i lokoed out the window, and i saw mike walking back from i don't know hwere, but he had his backpack...anyway..a.nd i'm like, we need an elevator NOW. lol...it obviously didn't come...
(decided i had to break up that long "paragraph").
and when we FINALLY got down (cause we stopped on every single floor including 3 :evil: ), i was like, maybe he went for lunch? so kalen was like, ok we gotta get there quick! and she started hopping/skipping...lol, it was funny...but yeah...we got there, he wasn't there...so i jsut got my food (it was absolute crap btw..i got a pizzalike pretzel..it was knida weird...not bad though)... but yeah...we went back up...and i talked to kalen (cary was still downstairs) and asked what i should do about mike, what should i say, how should i say...stuff like that...she told me to go down to his room and say how i didn't hve a pic of him and ask if i could take one..lol...
but yeah..i ended up calling him...i asked if he was busy, he said just packing...i asked if i could come down to say bye before i left...he goes, "oh, you're leaving now?" or something like that...and i'm like, heh, well, i left yesterday kinda, buti came back today to get the last of my stuff....but yeah...anyway. and he'sl ike, yeah, sure... (oh yeah, i called him on my cell cause nachelle was on the phone and her friend and cary had come in at that point)... so i go back to the room, decide waht i should bring...just camera? or my bag? i decided on my bag...and like, maybe 20 secnods before i leave the room, someone calls, and nachelle lokoed at who it was, and sh'es like, ohoh!! and she has this HUGE smile on her face, and i'm like...huh? who would it be? cause eveyrone that would've called her already left basically...and she picked up the phone and hit MY line...and i'm like, huh? lol...i'm so slow...but yeah, it was mike...and she had a brief conversatino wtih him...was like, do you know who this is? lol...but yeah...brief conversation,a nd then she passed the phone to me...i said hi.....he told me that him and his friends were just about to head out to set up a bank account, and he was just almost out the door...so he just said have a good summer (i think he said something before that...but i was just still kinda stunned that i couldn't catch waht it was)...(i walk out the room at this point)...and i'm like...oh yeah, you too...thanx for helping me with comp sci and stuff...lol...but yeah...and i'm like, well, add me to msn if you go on this summer...he asked for my email...and then i'm like, well, ok, bye then........and we hung up........(after i went back into the room)...nach was like, well!? and i'm like...he's leaving now to set up a bank account or soemthing. ... i didn't tell him........and she's like, NO! you HAVE to tell him! I came for emotinoal support! and she was near the phone, and she DIALED his nUMBER! I FREAKED OUT! OMG! I like, ATTACKED her! lol...it was SO bad, cause tehre were other ppl there too :? lol... but yeah...she was successfull once at least cause she put it on speaker phone and I heard the ring...OMG...i nearly had a heartattack...but..i dunno....
so yeah.........that was the main event of yesterday prolly...the significant event anyway...I'm gonna wait a while and see if he adds me...if he doesnt.......i dunno...i figure it's cause he doesn't really use msn (i dunno how ppl do that...like, i live off of msn...lol)...i guess he uses his time to play sports and be active unlike me..lol..oh well..but yeah....
i really wanted bubble tea that day.........we were gonna go to the place on talbot and oxford, but they were closed cause they were renovating...so mad! so we went downtown to get some shawarma cause kalen and nach were craving for it...lol...it was alright...no, i didn't really like it actaully...it was SUPER salty and garlicy...not my kinda thing...but yeah...and then we basicaly went back to sauga from tehre...(we did other things too after the phone call thing though)...and i was gonna go get bubble tea at the place on mavis and eglinton and get milk for my sister (cause she told me to get some before i came home) but THEY were just not there! agh! so mad! grr...i just wanted my bbt!! :(...maybe i'll get some on friday when i go have pho with hong and carol...hehe...if we're still doing that anyway...but yeah.......
sorry about really realyl bad spelling/typing...i'm typing in a SUPER stiff keyboard with really stiff fingers cause this room is SO COLD! agh! i'm gonna see if i can get a router for the computers at home...get internet on my laptop and i can just hide myself in my room all day and be slightly warmer....or at least have a much ebtter keyboard on the laptop...lol...anyway...i gotta go check on laundry cause i need my black pants for work at 3pm....agh...(oh yeah, emmanual from work called yesterdya like, 15min after i got int he door and asked if i could go to work asap cause someone didn't show up for work........but i dind't, cause kalen stayed fro dinner, and like, i wasn't gonna make her wait at home by herself until her mom got there to pick her up, and i wasn't gonna make her come to work with me! but yeah. i didn't go. oh well.)
l8er
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| Leanne Rimes - "The Right Kind of Wrong" |
| 04.26.04 (8:40 am) [edit] |
oy....here's an approximate breakdown of my past 12 hours:
erm...did some linalg until 1:30amish...set my alarm for 3:30am...when 3:30 rolled around, i reset it to 4:30...when 4:30 rolled around, i just hit snooze until 5:15ish...then i finally got outta bed and did some math for an hour...showered...did some more math for a bit...up until 8:45ish...at which point i left for my 9am exam on monday morning.
like, WHO sleeps like that? it's so messed up! but i guess it's better than my original plan:
sleep for 2 hours, do math for 2 hours, sleep for 2 more hours, then shower and go to exam.
oy. I swear I look l ike a zombie rihgt now...2 days going on about...i dunno, 7 hours of sleep in total?? i need more than that! agh...but i'm going home today...i'll sleep at LEAST 6 hours..lol, at this point, 6 sounds great. haha...but 8-9 is optimal :wink: hehe. but yeah...then i'm gonna come back to london tomorrow...lol...i think it might end up being me, kalen and nach going..hehe, that'd be fun! :)
oh yeah, so the exam...heh, i'm positive i got at least 28%...:? erm.... yeah.... :( unless i mess up those questions with the numbers and stuff...cause seriously, i could NOT keep my eyes open for like, 2/3 of the exam...i was SO tired...oh man...i wanna sleep now, but i'm gonna pack some sutff up first...if i feel like i'll have time, then i'll take a nap after hana leaves...sigh...this is so sad! everyone's gonna be gone!! :(
anyway...i need to calm my nerves somehow...dunno how though...what to do about mike?!? ah! so bad...i swear this isn't healthy. but anyway. ciao
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| Hoobastank - "Reason" |
| 04.25.04 (4:17 pm) [edit] |
I'm so screwed for this linear algebra exam that will take place less than 14 hours from now. AHH! I don't know what I'm doing. I think because there's no chance of me passing anyway. I just gave up. or just mixed up with all the emotional issues going thru my head right now makes it take a back bench. I don't know.
I think I'm going to come back to London on Tuesday regardless of whether or not I could put everything into the Camry on Monday night. I'm just gonna come back, sell back some textbooks, take some pictures if it's nice weather (black and white photography, haven't done it in a while ... i hope i can get that stupid contrast thing down...lol), maybe have lunch with *some* ppl... I don't know. if Kalen comes, we can have lunch there maybe...since we both have money on our cards still...or we could go out. I don't know. Amy was gonna come with me, but due to time constraints, I don't think that's gonna happen no more. Anyway. I hope my parents don't think i've changed that much just cause i wanna go back the day after i come home. it's not like they were gonna be home to spend time with anyway. whatever.
I feel lost. but I know I shouldn't be.
[i]It's black and white, but it's still grey to me. Is this how it's all going to end?[/i]
This is a really good song.
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| NSync - "Gone" |
| 04.25.04 (12:49 am) [edit] |
Just kind of an extension to a blog i had earlier...I got it from [url=http://www.livejournal.com/us...]bloodycyc's livejournal [/url] it was a psychological test thing...just answer one question, and depending on which answer you picked, u had a specific description thing. this was mine.
You are the epitome of the "coward" (for lack of a better word). If you don't have 100% confidence in something, you will not try any new things. There's not an ounce of adventure in you and no matter if it's black or white, it's always gray to you. There's no fun at all; you should consider some adjustment.
And because of this, I'm having the biggest dilema right now. It's SO clear what I need to do. but. :cry: I don't know what to do! What the ef is wrong with me?
I wrote a page of stuff earlier. This is alittle snippet of it plus some other random thoughts i'm just throwing in now.
I thought this would have been it. I keep thinking how right it would have been. Things would have just fallen into place.
...Why do things have to be the way they are now? Was it just not meant to be? But how could it not? It just felt RIGHT. I hope I'm wrong about all of this. I hope this all works out in the next couple days. That's all I have. A couple of days. Somewhere in there, I have an exam, and the day after that, you have an exam. Time. Time is...not working in our favour.
Speaking of which, I don't know if i'm gonna sleep tonight. I just can't think linalg. I'm gonna call karen in 15 min to talk to her. cause i don't think anyone else is up at this hour. :( I just want to talk to someone. I want a hug :( Why is everyone already gone? and soon he will too.
Why am I making this so damn hard for myself? it's clear as day what I should do.
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| Mandy Moore - "Cry" |
| 04.24.04 (9:31 pm) [edit] |
just came back from Comp Sci exam. erm...other than one question, i think i did ok for the short answers....the multiple choice is very very questionable because i didn't memorize all the time complexities...argh. damnit! i KNEW i should've studied the last 2 concepts more instead of doing linalg! grr... oh well.
I called Mike 20 min before the exam, asked if he wanted to walk to the exam together. so we did. heh, he basically found out what a crazy person i am when I'm stressed. lol. erm. i also found out that he's living in the building we (hana jenna amy and i)first looked at...it's kinda far...lol, compared to ours anyway.
so yeah, we talked a bit... and then we went into the exam...he walked down to find a seat in the middle of the room, i just sat in the back row...so glad i did, i had so much space..lol...anyway. we both wrote until the end, and they took my exam before they took his, so i packed up my stuff slowly, and then slowly walked to the door...i didn't walk down to talk to him, causei thoguht he was gonna come up to the door anyway... but he just kinda stood by his desk and looked around... i wasn't quite sure what to do so i just walked out the room and slowly walked and briefly paused to get my phone out of my backpack...he still didn't come...so i just kinda gave up on walking slow and waiting for him cause it was COLD. but yeah. now i'm smacking my self in the head (again) cause that was prolly my last real reason to talk to him. :( .. SIGH...hana told me to just stop by his room to say bye...i dunno....agh!
so yeah, the exam...i dunno...half of the multiple choice was on time complexities that they gave us in the textbook, but i didn't study them enough to rememebr them off the top of my head :? .. agh.. i should've studied more today instead of my one hour cause i was studying linear algebra for 5ish hours (well, not STRAIGHT...but u know...) agh....!!! :evil:
so i should study linalg now...maybe 2.5 hours ish until 3am? hmm... i dunno. just chatting with hana now...so i udnno...maybe 7am? agh. i'm so worried about this linalg exam. :? anyway
i should go.
gonna try to work out the quetsion i couldn't get ont he exam now...heh...i'm such a nerd
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| Faith Hill - "There You'll Be" |
| 04.24.04 (12:39 pm) [edit] |
heh, so while i was checking up some blogs while i took a break from some linalg studying, i got a popup ad that I thought was really smart. lol. like, if I had windows XP, i prolly would've totally fallen for it, but I don't. haha. so basically, it opens up a window that takes up the whole screen (just like a maximized window) and then it has the image of the add in the top left hand corner. it was one of those things that warned u that you were most likely susceptabile to a large amount of pop up ads and stuff like that. but like, they made the image look a window from windows xp...like, the title bar and everything. lol. i dunno, i thought it was pretty smart. except that they shouldn't make the entire thing clickable. haha. but i got another one of those pop ups, where the only clickable thing was the yes and no option thing. lol. only it didn't take up the entire page. if it did, man, i would've TOTALLY fallen for it. lol. but anyway. i thought it was a brilliant pop up ad. i'm such a nerd. i had to post a blog just for a pop up ad. you see how effective they are?! heh.
now, linalg :S for another half an hour, then move onto Comp Sci, seeing how my exam is in less than 3.5 hours. heh. l8er
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| Bond - "Speed" |
| 04.23.04 (8:47 pm) [edit] |
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I was in the presence of Mike for alittle over an hour today...we (and up to 3 other ppl depending on the time) were waiting to talk to our CS prof and we were just talking about random stuff (with the other ppl too)... hmm...learned some stuff I don't know if I wanted to know...one thing that really can't get outta my mind... well, it's not a big deal if he is...but...hmm...ok, so here it is. We were talking about ppl in montreal not caring what age u are and they'll still sell u alcohol. like, they won't card u if you're 12 (for example). but yeah. And he mentinoed his cousin being a couple years younger than he was...and he said something about that. and then at some point, he mentioned that she was 14. Does that make him 16?!?! He doesn't look 16. but it would really explain why he's such a kid. lol. heh. um. yeah. like, i dont' think it's that big of a deal, but he doesnt' relaly seem like a 16 year old, he's too smart. like, i know some 16 year olds that just isn't very bright...but yeah. anyway. hmm...other stuff too... but yeah. i need help with CS right now, and i called him earlier to ask him, but he didn't answer. agh. i noticed while i was talking to him that he doens't stand still at all. lol. it was kinda funny. like, everyone would be standing perfectly still, but he's literally bouncing off the walls. heh, maybe he IS 16. I don't know. hmm....he was there before I was, and had a short question, so he left like, almost 30 min before me....ok, maybe just 20 or 25. i dunno. but yeah. when he was leaving, i wished him luck ont he exam, and he wished me luck on linalg andi wished him luck on earth science. heh. but it was almost like we were saying it like we weren't gonna see each other again :( I'd be so sad. which is why i wanna call him and ask him about this CS! cause i asked Nadia and she was really tired and i don't even know if she comprehended anything i said. anyway. i just had to get that whole age contemplation thing out there. i really don't know! I can't tell anymore! but he goes out here! and they card u here! unless he has an id? WAIT. hold on. I THINK he might've mentioneed driving at some point. in quebec, driving age is still the same as here, right? so he shouldn't be 16 if he's already driving. hmm. I DON'T KNOW! agh! lol. this shouldn't bother me this much. anyway. If i don't call him tonight, i'll prolly call him tomorrow before i go to the exam, see if he wants to walk together? i dunno. AGH!
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| Mandy Moore - "Walk Me Home" |
| 04.22.04 (11:47 pm) [edit] |
I changed my desktop colours today....it's pretty intense..lol...it matches my wallpaper now...kinda...heh...it's BRIGHT...very uncharacteristic of me...it consists of oranges and reds (well, kinda peach coloured rather)...lol....I dunno how long I'll keep this...it's crazy bright...and it looks weird when i go to other pages, cause like, the pages are SO white compared to the pinky-peachy colour i have for the colours i have set...anyway
so i'm trying to review the material covered for the midterm before I got to bed tonight (erm...3 more sections left...hopefully i can sleep within the next 3 horus...heh...we'll see :?) . but I'm not super tired...prolly cause i slept for like, 8.5 hours last night? mm...it was a good sleep...until i had to get up...lol...i had a dream...can't remember...oh, something about me being on the comp doing soemthing or other....but i had alot of windows open..lol, that's all i remember...isn't that sad? haha....i have SUCH a bad memory, cause Kalen came by and interuppted my dream...but u'd think i'd remember it if it had JUST happened....lol...whatever
Kalen and I made jello-almost-shooters tonight. heh... we should've just thrown in the rest of her vodka, cause there was like, maybe 1.5 shots left of her Polar Ice, and i dunno if she's gonn ahve it before she leaves...but we didn't...we just put Nach's Vex cooler in it, cause she left it int he fridge when she left...and i dun think neither of us wanted to just drink it during exams...so we diluted it in some jello...haha...grape and raspberry jello and half a cooler...lol...some guy that was helping kalen with her physics downed the other half of the bottle. I found it a bit rude actually, cause i put it on the desk for kalen, saying how i didn't want it, and he just took it and said he'd have it and just gulped it. I dunno, cause i didn't even know this guy very well, and he just took someone elses' drink. whatever. so yeah, heh, kalen and i were laughing so much when we were cutting it up and putting it onto a plate, cause it was so jiggly...lol...and we took pics of it with her Ducky...lol...it's FUNNY...i might post the pic up later...maybe when i get thru another sectino of linalg...we'll see...haha, but it's cute...LOL...
agh, so much pressure is piling up to tell mike....AHH! what to do what to do how to do how to do?!?! :x GRR, i dunno!
anyway, back to work for me
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| Vitamin C - "Graduation (Friends Forever)" |
| 04.21.04 (9:59 pm) [edit] |
I took this from a [url=http://www.livejournal.com]Livejournal[/url] entry. Since we don't have a "cut" option, I will just hafta paste the entire thing. lol. Also, Tblog doesn't have a strikeout option, and I haven't tried HTML in these posts, so I'll just italicize the ones that don't apply to me. and the ones i don't italicize or bold, i just don't know which side i'm on...lol.
DECEMBER:
[b]Loyal and generous[/b]. [i]Sexy[/i].[b] Patriotic[/b]. [i]Active in games and interactions[/i]. [i]Impatient and hasty[/i]. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. [b]Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality[/b].[b] Not egoistic. [/b]Take high pride in oneself. [b]Hates restrictions[/b]. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical
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Rules:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the ones that best apply to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a lj cut
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their luver can see.
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical
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| Switchfoot - "24" |
| 04.21.04 (10:35 am) [edit] |
that was a really bad exam :(
I spent SO much of my studying time trying to undersatnd the one-third rule and did so many questions, but there wasn't a SINGLE question relating to it! :evil: SO MAD!!! GRRR
I was in amy's LJ and clicked on the names of someone who commented on her post, and she had this psychological test thingy thing, and I thought it was really true for me. Something about...even if something is black and white, it'll be grey for me or osmething like that...had other stuff too, but everything was pretty dead on.
argh, they ddin't vacuum today...so nasty....ew....i wanted to walk around in bare feet, but i dun think i can, cause the floor is so freakin DIRTY :x
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| I dunno the artist - "Where Ever You are" |
| 04.20.04 (4:45 pm) [edit] |
My roomate's moving out!! :cry:
The room's kinda messy still, while she clears her stuff out...but it's already really bare! :cry: aww....Well, it won't be TOO bad i guess cause Kalen's gonna do work at nach's soon-to-be-former desk, and Cary's gonna sleep on nach's soon-to-be-former bed....lol
That's all i really have to say right now....
I'll prolly have multiple short blogs from now until next monday....or at least the rest of tonight anyway. heh
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| Simple Plan - "Perfect" |
| 04.20.04 (2:13 pm) [edit] |
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‘Cuz we lost it all, nothing lasts forever..I’m sorry I can’t be perfect. Now it’s just too late, and we can’t go back,
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect.
I try not to think about the pain I feel inside...
All the days you spent with me now seem so far away, and it feels like you don’t care anymore
And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I’m never gonna be good enough for you
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| Bond - "Fuego" |
| 04.18.04 (10:09 pm) [edit] |
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random post about this string quartet. hehe. they're called "Bond", and basically, they play pre-composed songs (ie: vivaldi's winter season), but they put a little twist on it...hehe, i enjoy it very much. check em out!
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| Cold - "Black Sunday" |
| 04.18.04 (12:10 am) [edit] |
I feel so overwhelmed with worry right now. I know it's the natural course of life that we are to experience problems and such, but it seems like, everyone is having problems at the exact same time, all slightly similar, yet all different in their own way. I wish there was something I could do. I wish this could all go away and we can all return to gr 2 where boys had cooties and all we had to worry about was how to write a simple short sentence and multiply two and two to get four and we didn't have to worry about run on sentences like this one and we didn't have to worry about seeing sunrise before we go to bed and we didn't have to worry about money and such. Just so much stuff right now. I know it's all part of growing up, but I didn't think it'd be like this. I thought I had it all figured out, all the technicalities, but I didn't think about the emotional part and the relationships you had with people would affect it that much. Things are so difficult and hard.
I'm so worried about certain people right now. I have so much on my mind. my problems, my friend's problems, problems concerning everything. I even caught myself thinking about it during my 4hour business exam tonight. I dunno much time i spent thinking about stuff other than bus., but it was more time that I should've expended on it. That exam did not go well anyway. I didn't really understand the case, and I didn't know how to do the calculations, nor did I even know WHICH calculations to do. :(
I just want to ball up and cry. Cry for everyone. I don't like seeing other people in so much pain. I've been through that, and I know how bad it is. Even people I don't converse with. A friend's sister is going through alot of problems, I know I've never experience something quite like she has, but I feel like of all the people that talk to her now, I'd be able to get through to her most. But I've never really conversed with her. except one really short MSN conversatoin. She told her sister to dl this one song, i dunno if she did, but I did. I listened to it yesterday, I tried to understand the lyrics. Maybe I can find the lyrics and find out the meaning to it. I think whatever the msg the song is conveying is what she's feeling. I want to help her. She's a really bright kid from what I hear, but...she's just having problems. We're all having problems. I want to help everyone. But I'm not quite sure how. I feel so useless. But I hope listening helps. I know just talking helps me a bit...just venting and stuff. Gets it outta my system. I hope I'm helping people alittle bit. I just....I dunno.
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| Goldfinger - "Is she really going out with him" |
| 04.16.04 (8:27 pm) [edit] |
heh, the other day i dl'ed like, over 70 tracks :? so I'm just listening to some of them now..
oy...so much stuff going on...dunno how to alot time! like, so many people are having issues these days, and I can't just not listen and try to offer advice! agh! and i hate that I can't offer some really good sound advice. I can just listen. I don't even know if that does anything. I kinda hope it does, because I sacrifice a bit to listen. I think I do anyway. sigh. I care for all these people who I've been talking to lately, and I want to help, but I also have alot of studying and stuff to do. I'm really worried about passing my courses this semester.
I wrote my ACS exam today, and I know I said I only needed a 12% to pass the course, but that was a damn hard exam. like, seirously, I dunno if i took the extra 2 horus this morning to study, I would've done better...I'm sure I would've...but I couldn't just leave a friend in pain. Cause I know how hurt and more depressed i get when people do that to me. I feel like no one cares. I know they have their own stuff to do, but can't they take out a few minutes just talk? I feel like I sacrifice so much, and no one realises how much because I try not to let it show too much. I guess now whoever reads this knows. But who knows how many ppl read it. :(
and since I'm trying to help people with their problems, i don't want to burden them with my problem, which seems so petty compared to theirs. My problem has a pretty clear solution I guess, but I sitll have issues coping and stuff with it. I just don't know. less than 10 days now. I have to make a freakin move on it asap. We'll see if I have time :(. I'll just have to make time or something I guess.
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| Switchfoot - "Meant To Live" |
| 04.13.04 (11:26 am) [edit] |
hehe, I was reading someone else's blog, and came across [u]The Guy Code[/u]. lol, I found it entertaining, and I asked for her permission to post it up. Check out her blog [url=http://aliciarose.tblog.com]here[/url]
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[u][b]The Guy Code[/b][/u]
1. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever! Unless you actually marry her.
2. When questioned by a friend's girlfriend, you need not and should not provide any information as to his whereabouts. You are even permitted to deny his very existence.
3. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 24 hours.
4. A best man's toast may not include any of the following phrases, "down in Tijuana", "one time when we were all piss drunk", or "and this girl had the biggest rack you ever saw".
5. You may exaggerate any anecdote told to your friends by 50% without recrimination, beyond that anyone within earshot is allowed to yell out "bullshit!". (exception: when trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration is 400%)
6. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella.
7. The minimum amount of time you have to wait for another man is 5 minutes. The maximum is 6 minutes. For a girl, you are required to wait 10 minutes for every point of hotness she scores on the classic 1-10 scale.
8. Bitching about the brand of free beverages in your buddy's refrigerator is forbidden. But gripe at will if the temperature is not suitable.
9. A friend must be permitted to borrow anything you own - grill, car, firstborn child - within 12 hr notice. Women or anything considered "lucky" are not applicable in this case.
10. Falling on a grenade for a buddy (agreeing to distract the skanky friend of the hot babe he's trying to score) is your legal duty. But should you get carried away with your good deed and end up getting on the beast, your pal is forbidden to ever speak of it.
11. Do not torpedo single friends.
12. On a road trip, the strongest bladder determines pit stops, not the weakest.
13. Before dating a buddy's ex you are required to ask his permission. If he grants it, he is however allowed to say, "man, your gonna love the way she licks your balls"
14. Women who claim they "love to watch sports" must be treated as spies until they demonstrate knowledge of the game and the ability to pick a Buffalo wing clean.
15. If a mans zipper is down, that’s his problem, you didn’t see anything!
16. No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. (in fact, even remembering your best friends birthday is optional)
17. You must offer heartfelt condolences over the death of a girlfriends cat, even if it was you who secretly set it on fire and threw it into a ceiling fan.
18. While your girlfriend must bond with your buddies girlfriends with in 30 minutes of meeting them, you are not required to make nice with her gal pal's boyfriends- low level sports bonding is all the law requires.
19. Unless you have a lucrative endorsement contract, do not appear in public wearing more than one Nike swoosh.
20. When stumbling upon other guys watching a sporting event, you may always ask the score of the game in progress, but you may never ask who's playing.
21. If your girlfriend asks to set your friend up with her ugly, whiny, loser friend of hers, you must grant permission, but only if you have ample time to warn your friend to prepare his excuse about joining the priesthood.
22. Only in a situation of mortal danger or ass peril are you permitted to kick another member of the male species in the testicles.
23. Unless you're in prison, never fight naked. This includes men who aren't wearing shirts. If your buddy is outnumbered outmanned, or too drunk to defend himself, you must jump into the fight. Exception: if during the past 24 hours your friends actions have caused you to think "what this guy needs is a good ass wuppin", in which case you may refrain from getting involved and stand back and enjoy.
24. Friends don’t let friends wear speedos. Ever. Case closed.
25. Fives must be called at all times when getting out of your seat. If not, your seat is up for grabs. However, "house rules" may come into effect, in which case it is left up to the owner of the seat.
26. Shotgun can be called on anything where a shotgun applies., as long as you are in eyesight of the object, or it is at a reasonable time.
27. When picking players for sports teams it is permissible to skip over your buddy in favor of better athletes- as long as you don’t let him be the last sorry son of a bitch standing on the sideline.
28. If you ever compliment a guy's six pack, you better be talking about his choice of beverage.
29. Never join your girlfriend in ragging on a buddy of yours, unless she is withholding sex, pending your response.
30. Phrases that may never be uttered to another man while lifting weights:
"Yeah, baby, push it!"
"Come on, give me one more, harder!"
"Another set and we can hit the showers"
"Nice ass! Are you a Sagittarius?"
31. Never hesitate to reach for the last beverage or pizza, but not both. That’s just mean.
32. Never talk to another man in the bathroom unless you are on equal footing: both urinating, both waiting in line for all other situations an "I recognize you" nod will do just fine.
33. Never allow a telephone conversation with a woman to go on longer than you are able to have sex with her. Keep a stopwatch nearby, hang up if necessary.
34. You can not rat out a friend who show's up to work or class with a massive hangover, however you may: hide the aspirin, smear his chair with limburger cheese, turn the brightness on his computer way up so he thinks its broken, or have him paged every seven minutes.
35. If you catch your girl messing around with your best friend, let your states crime of passion laws be your guide.
36. If your buddy is trying to hook up with a girl, you may sabotage him only in a manor that gives you no chances of getting any either.
37. Before allowing a drunken friend to cheat on his girl, you must attempt one intervention. If he can get up on his feet, look you in the eye, and deliver a "fuck off" then you are absolved from all responsibility. Later on it is ok that you have no idea what his girlfriend is talking about.
38. The morning after you and a babe, who was formerly "just a friend", go at it, the fact that you're feeling weird and guilty is no reason not to jump on her again before there is a discussion about what a big mistake it was.
39. If a buddy has lint, an eyelash, or any other foreign object on his hair or face, under no circumstances are you permitted to remove it. However an appropriate hand gesture may be made to make him aware of it.
40. An anniversary is recognized on a yearly basis, under no circumstances will anything be celebrated in an interval other than a year
41. When using a urinal in a public restroom, a buffer zone of at least one urinal will exist at all times. If the only empty urinal is directly next to an occupied on, then you are still required to wait. (Exception: at a sporting event where a line has formed to use the pisser)
42. When coming to a room which you know is occupied by your friend and possibly another girl, you must knock and wait for an adequate response. If no response occurs, and the door is locked, a 10 minute period is required before knocking again.
43. The only time dicking over a buddy for a girl is legal, is when the girl ranks a 8 or above on the 1-10 scale. (exception: a girl may rank from 5-7, as long as there is oral sex involved).
44. A mans gotta scratch what a mans gotta scratch. This applies to picking as well. Let the man be.
45. No man shall ever watch any of the following programs on TV:
Figure skating
Men's gymnastics
Any sport involving women (unless viewed for sexual purposes)
46. If you accidentally touch or brush against any part of another man below the waist, it is an understood accident, and NO apologies or any reference to the occurrence is necessary.
47. No man shall spend more than 2 minutes in front of a mirror. If more time is required, a three minute waiting period must be allowed before returning to the mirror.
48. Any dispute lasting any longer than 3 minutes will and must be settled by rock, paper, scissors. There is no argument too important for this determining method.
49. No man will ever willingly watch a movie in which the main theme is dancing, and if a man shall happen to view such a movie it is only acceptable if its with a girlfriend.
50. Only acceptable time when a man is allowed to cry:
when a heroic dog dies to save his master.
after being struck in the testicles with anything moving fast than 7 mph.
When your date is using her teeth.
The day Anna Kornikova chooses a husband.
51. If a bet is made, and the challenge is completed, then the bettor may recoup his money by immediately completing a more daring challenge. If he refuses the challenge or chooses not to propose one, then and only then, must the money be paid.
52. Masturbate often. (exception: if your roommate is due back within the hour)
53. If a hot girl shall happen to pass by while you are in an arms reach of your buddy, you must, and will, tap him on the shoulder to make him aware of the babe.
54. A man's shoes may not intentionally match any other article of clothing on his body.
55. No comment shall ever be made to a man about how much he is sweating. In fact, there is no need bring notice to any body part which he may be sweating from.
56. No man shall ever allow anyone to speak ill of The Simpsons or any Rocky movie. (Exception: Rocky V)
57. You have not made any mistake if you find that there are extra pieces after reassembling or assembling an object. In fact, you have just found a way to make that object more efficient.
58. There are is never an occasion in which any shirt without buttons may be tucked in. (Exception: when you are participating in a organized sporting event)
59. Unless you are under the age of 11 or wearing a bathing suit,, DON’T wear whitey tighty's. It still escapes all reasoning as to why they even make them in adult sizes.
60. Any object thrown with reasonable speed and accuracy, MUST be caught.
61. No man shall ever keep track of, or count, the amount of beers he has had in a night.
62. Under no circumstances may two non-related men share a bed or anything which can be perceived as a mattress.
63. In an empty room, car, ect., a man can not ask another man if he is mad because he isn’t talking.
64. If you jiggle more than twice, your playing with it.
65. A man shall never help another man apply sun tan oil.
66. The guy who wants something the most is responsible for getting it.
67. If your friend says "Lick my nuts" as a way to put you down, don't try to be funny by saying "OK" and moving your head towards his crotch, two homosexual references in a row are just plain scary...
68. If you say ouch, you are a pussy!
69. It is the God given duty of every man to assist any other man that may be in need of assistance in obtaining every guys dream (threesome with two girls)
* with every set of laws, there are appropriate punishments. If any man shall happen to break any one of these codes, he will be found guilty, and will, for 24 hours from the time of the violation, be considered NOT A MAN. During this time he will not be referred to in any masculine way, and he shall bear the name Princess.
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heh, to be honest, I only got thru 2/3 of this myself, and then i had to go do some work, so maybe I'll finish reading it later on...lol...
but first, just random. A friend and I are having similar issues, and we seem to have gotten alot closer in the past few days. I always knew we were pretty close, but we brought up certain things we wouldn't have discussed with other ppl cause of the touchiness of the subject. but yeah. hmm. I wish I could offer advice, but seeming how I have the same issues, it's difficult! I hate seeing ppl confused and being able to help :( agh...but it happens all too often.
Agh, I have circles under my eyes even though I got like, prolly 8 hours of sleep last night. sigh. I have to start studying! :evil:
[i]Good luck to everyone on exams :wink: [/i]
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| Maroon 5 - "She Will Be Loved" |
| 04.12.04 (6:22 pm) [edit] |
Seriously, I can listen to this song on loop for a day.
I dunno, I stayed up last night to try to get my CS assn't done, or at least part one completed, but that didn't happen. I was on the phone with Nadia for like, 1.5 hours discussing the assn't and then bitching about how stupid the assn't was and how stupid our prof was and other random shit. Mike and I conversed a few times about the assn't...I saw him in the caf today at dinner after we got off the phone an hour earlier...heh...I was napping and nach was on the phone anyway, but I was awake when I heard he had called. lol. but yeah.
it was funny, I was researching online for some stuff for the assn't, and i came across this online forum thing where ppl can post questions about programming and stuff, and this one post's subject was like, relavant to part 4 of our CS assn't, and i was reading the post, and i'm like, this is like, IDENTICAL to what we need to do...and guess what it was signed as? Mike. LMAOl. seriously, i sat here laughing for like, 5 min straight. hehe...I found it very entertaining....I should've just called him, cause he had only posted it like, prolly 30 min earlier....but i sent him an emial that he never got..lol, I gotta learn to stop emailing...he's usually up anyway. but yeah. I found that funny.
so yeah...other stuff's on my mind. stuff I wish I didn't have to worry about. ie: life in general.
I gave carol a call just a few min ago, and she seemed so preoccupied with stuff and stressed. I wish i could offer help. But there's just so much I can do being so many cities away and with her busy schedule she doesn't even have time to really talk. I hope everything works out ok for her.
Other stuff's on my mind. all jumbled. I can't distinguish them all anymore. just random stuff comes outta no where. agh. I hate this. exams. stress. no sleep. :cry:
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| MxPx - "Without You" |
| 04.09.04 (11:54 am) [edit] |
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oh yeah! Classes for First-year University are DONE!!! WHOO!!! But exams ...:cry:...and I still have an assn't....agh...maybe i'll be able to ask Mike a question that he'll be able to answer? heh....try to come up with wsomething by 4:45 may? then ask? heh...then dinner perhaps? lol...we'll see :wink:
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| Maroon 5 - "She Will Be Loved" |
| 04.09.04 (11:40 am) [edit] |
I'm not quite sure why I love this song so much, but I do. I don't think it's the lyrics that gets me, but the music is great. Something about it just hits me. I dunno. I can listen to this song on loop for the entire day.
So much has happened in the past couple of days. here it is in point form:
-Did nothing for the rest of Monday when I found out that CS wasn't gonna be due until the next Monday.
-Tried to take a nap afterwards, but was unsuccessful
-Amy came by at 8:30pm to print off her CS notes. she took all my paper! :? oh well. It's a good thing I do'nt need to print off any more lecture notes! She stayed until 1am. we talked about stuff. I can't remember what though.
-Didn't do much on Tuesday
-Wednesday, after class, came back for lunch. Saw Mike in the servery thing. He got the same thing I got (Beef Teriyaki). Put it on the tray, then we talked for a bit about the assn't, he almost dropped his tray. He had a 1Lcarton of milk, and got jello too. I already had my jello and water. heh.
He sat at the table the caf staff ppl usually sit, so the staff had to move to a diff table ... aww... i talked to the ppl on my floor (was eating with them), and looked up, and I saw George sitting with Mike. and i'm like, Nach, george is sitting with Mike. and she looked like she was gonna have daggers shooting outta her eyes. She's really upset that Kalen's back wtih him I think. sigh...I'm kinda upset too. Kalen's too nice, she deserves better. But I don't know what we can do to help her. sigh.
- Went to LCBO and Loblaws afterwards. Amy chatted with some random cute third year ACS student at the bus stop and on the bus. heh...it was interesting..lol...and she was like, so where do you live? and i'm like, O M G. Not this again! LOL. hehe, it was funny
- Went to Mongolian Grill same day with Kalen. we missed the bus at NatSci, and we RAN to the stop near deli. man...it wasn't necessary! cause we were 5 min early and SO tired and out of breath! well, me anyway. sigh...it was PAINFUL. hehe. but it was good though! mmm...the grill is awesome! man, i was so stupid, cause when we got the bill, i somehow read the wrong line, and i gave the person a twenty and asked for change, and she gave me back 50 cents, and i'm looking at kalen, and i'm like, huh? I'm so confused. and she was like, it's 16 plus tax, and i'm like, oh shit! I read the subtotal line! man, i was so embarrassed. oy.
- here's the long story about Thursady (yesterday). This deserves a separate paragraph
SO. I went to CS class at 11am. nothing special. I came back and did some work I think? I dunno...I did SOMETHING until the 5pm class. So like, 4:45ish, I'm walking to class at somerville. I didnt' go down the tunnel though, i went up. I looked towards the other side of the road, and I saw Mike walking back to res. I guess he wasn't gonna go to class at 5 then. I'm not sure if he knew i saw him, but I know he saw me, cause he looked my way (his head turned, mine didn't). So i'm sitting in CS class. 15 min later, he walks in, sits in the middle section (someone was sitting where i usually sat, otherwise he prolly woudl've seen me and sat on the left section near me). I dont' really recall making eye contact with him or anything during class, but at the end, he came up to where I was sitting (i was still packing up my stuf) and he asked if I had dinner yet. I said I was actually going to head over to Masonville to pick up some stuff. So he left, and I left thru a diff. door. and the entire time, I'm like, cursing at myself under my breath while walking to the bus stop. ARGH! SO MAD! Missed a perfect opportunity to talk to him for an extended period of time! AHH! SO FLIPPIN MAD!!! And like, the bus came late, so I really should've just had dinner with him, THEN gone to the mall! agh...stupid contacts. and they're still not perfectly clear! I do'nt know what's wrong with them! agh...I dunno, I have two diff. prescriptions rihg tnow, so i'm just gonna play around with them. ARGH!!!! And I was telling Hana online later and I'm like, "*Smack Head*", and she's like "keep smacking"...heh...STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID ME!!!! AHH!!!! :x *SMACK HEAD* SIGH. ARGH!!! ok. So that was THAT.
oh yeah, someone commented on my last blog and said she thougth that I should tell him I like him...but...HOW?!? agh...I dunno, she's cool, she reminds me of myself when I was her age...only her writing skills are much better than mine will ever be. Oh well. If you're reading this, thanx for showing interest in my random life :) means alot that someone I don't know cares :)
Hmm...random dream I remembered while doing my CS assn't....heh....I think it's funny...but anyway. SO, i dreamed that I saw Mike wear an LP t-shirt (it was like, browny-greeny-tannish...whatever u call that colour, the Meteora album cover design one), and I was like, oh, u listen to LP too? and he said he loved them...hehe...yup, that's my cheezy dream! lol....yeah, i know, i'm obsessed with LP...it's sad...
I called Amy last night because she sounded really sad/mad/upset/angry/etc. cause her mom was yelling at her about offering rides when there's no room in the car. But it's not her fault, because her parents went grocery shopping in London, and so filled up part of the car. So Amy ddin't have space to bring more clothes home :( aww...She'll find someone to borrow clothes from though, I'm sure of it :) Sigh....I felt so bad, and I felt worse that I couldn't do anything to comfort her :( I've never felt so compelled to give someone a hug before, and when I did, she was in a different city! sigh....That concert she's going to tonight better be worth it!! then hardcore studying when she gets back :? heh.
Carol sounds super distressed with school...I wish I could help her too...maybe I'll give her a call tonight? I should just call everyone and check up on everyone sometime before next week...everyone's so stressed and stuff, i wish there was something I could do to cheer them all up. sigh...being so far away kinda sucks when you want to help your friends who arent' close by...sigh...
I think this has been the longest blog in a while...so I'll stop now...but I'm sure there was a bunch of stuff I missed...
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| Avril Lavigne - "Things I'll Never Say" |
| 04.06.04 (12:47 pm) [edit] |
I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it--yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind
If ain't comin out we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cause I know your worth it
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter I stumble like I've got nothing to say
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it--yeah
[Verbal Acoustics]
I guess i'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
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The year is coming to an end. Literally. 2 more days of school, and I have a choice to make. I should tell him, but I'm a wimp and I don't know how to say it. But if I don't, what happens? Will I "wish my life away"? But I'm scared of the response he's gonna give me. I wish I got a feeling of what he thinks, but I got nothing.
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| Maroon 5 - "Sweetest Goodbye" |
| 04.05.04 (12:40 pm) [edit] |
So i'm very tired. I stayed up til 7:30am to do the stupid business case....ARGH! I participated twice in calss today! haha...lol...but anyway. Then i got up at 9:30am to take a shower and stuff cause i had business class at 11. so...about 2 hours of sleep...and tonight, i'm gonna have to do CS assn't...
I'm supposed to edit hong's essay today when i get back from my tutorial at 5 (i'm in the library waiting for it to start at 4)....she sent me half of it about an hour or so ago, but I can't open it on the library computers cause there's no MS Word! agh...not on the computer I'm using anyway...so I'm just gonna hafta wait until after my tutorial...hold off on dinner/lunch until i edit it...agh...
we're getting our ACS essays back today...I'm so sure I failed. cause that paper i handed in late was not worth a 65%, and after deductions (about 15% for lateness in total), i will surely fail. agh...sigh....
ok...super tired...gotta try to read some of my ACS chapter before i go to the tutorial...try to participate in THAT...cause it's worth double the amount business participation is...agh....we'll see....i hope i don't fall asleep in class....i doubt it though...since in acs we discuss and stuff, it's alright....it was linalg and econ that KILLED me...oh man
oh yeah, one more thing
I got contacts on friday, but i'm convinced it's the wrong prescription, cause i don't see that clearly! like, i can see further better, but close up, like, when i'm doing my work or taking notes, it's blurry! so i'm gonna try to call the place after i edit today....see if it's supposed to do that :? anyway. ciao
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| Blink 182 - "Down" |
| 04.04.04 (2:35 pm) [edit] |
ok, I haven't blogged in a while. I think? I dunno, stuff has happened this week....well, not THAT much I don't think.
I got part 2 of my CS assn't done last night. Well, it almost works. heh, it works enough. whatever. I'm not gonna try to debug it unless I have time. cause part two is worth the least. whatever. i had called mike earlier yesterday to ask him about the assn't, like, all 4 parts, but he only had part 2 done. i still didn't get it though. he said he'd show me on monday or something. which is weird, cause i don't even see him mondays. maybe he was busy though. i dunno. he didn't even look at part 3 or 4 yet :? i asked him to give me a call when he got half way thru part 3, cause i didn't understand the structure of the assn't. but anyway.
Hana said she saw Mike last night. he appaerntly came by (to her friend's room) with a friend of his that she doesnt' really like. heh...but yeah. i didn't really ask what went on. i guess no one did anything super stupid if she didn't mention it.
Heh, kalen went home for the britney spears concert yesterday, and after when she got back, she asked me a couple things about the computer and how to do stuff. and then she was like, "my mom wants you to teach her how to use the computer"...lol....I'm like, why? apparently she thinks i'm good with the computer? yet I've only met her once, and it was to carry water from the car back up to kalen's room. heh...good to know SOMEONE thinks I'm ok with a computer! even if it's not me! lol...
agh, this whole time change thing always sucks...it SHOULD be 1pm, but nope, it's 2...agh...I gotta start ghis 4 hour bus. case....:? gotta hand it in tomorrow at 11am....i kinda hope mike doesn't call while i'm doing the case though...like, i won't be upset or anything, i'd just like the be able to do this bus. case like it was the exam...but i prolly won't, cause then i'd mean i'd hafta eat dinner at like, 6 - 6:30ish... agh... i dunno. anyway, gotta get started.
oh yeah, i seem to be listening to alot of punk music these days. it's weird. i don't even have any linkin park on my play list rihgt now... alot of blink though..heh
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