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| Mandy Moore - "Crush" |
| 05.31.04 (5:47 pm) [edit] |
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I've been cleaning my room today...I finally got around to getting rid of half my toys...erm, more of, stuffed animals...the ones that I don't remember the sentimental value of got thrown into the box of stuff I was giving away. It was so dusty though, cause some of them were at the top of my shelf, and have been there for over 5 years, maybe even for the entire 9 years I lived here...I can't remember...but yeah, LOTS of dust :? anyway. My room's slowly getting to that state of clean that will not gross me out when I step in the room...now, I just need to clear off the stuff on my desk and dresser....THAT'S gonna be a task...oh shoot! I totally forgot about the crap in my dresser! i need to clean that out first........maybe i'll finish that tonight...but do the exterior stuff another day...lol..and once I'm done that, I will finally put away the stuff from res, and then when i'm finally done all that, I can bring all my stuff to salvation army, cause i have a lineup of stuff outside my room, it looks like I'm moving...lol
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| Yellowcard - "Empty Apartment" |
| 05.30.04 (7:42 pm) [edit] |
I like this song, the music's good
so, at work today, Tyrone told me that Mr. Park said that I'm "by the books". I don't completely deny it, but for the owner to say that has gotta mean something! agh! but I am! now i'm just admitting it. lol. but seriously, i don't know why exactly I'm like that, it's not like my parents raised me to be like that, or it's not like they set a good example at all! well, they're not crazy criminals, otherwise they'd be in jail, but it's not like they're "by the books" at all! and it's not like i've always been like that, i was a pretty bad kid back in the day I think. my mom tells me that they called them (mom/dad) in so often they were scared every time the school called, cause it prolly meant a teacher of mine wanted to talk to them about me. sigh. i was such a troublesome kid. i don't know what happened. sometimes, i wonder, if I stayed in scarborough, and never moved to mississauga, if I'd be almost the same person? probably not. for one, i think i'd be speaking chinese alot more.
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| Maroon 5 - "Tangled" |
| 05.29.04 (5:29 pm) [edit] |
went to Sick Kids Hospital with my sister today to do some volunteering......well, we just sorted files and stuff.....it wasn't too bad.....but yeah, the weather was SOO nice! I wanted to take pictures! and i was in toronto too! oh man, it would've been SOOO nice!!!!! sigh.....maybe another day.....i'll take some pictures in toronto, and i'll take some pictures in london.....and maybe i'll finally take that pictures I've been wanting to take for years.....the barn/farm area that's still around on the west side of winston churchhill looked SOO nice i really really realy wanted to take a picture today.....i think yesterday too......the weather has been so good! hehe......but yeah......i wanna take that picture soon! just cause, who knows, they may tear it down and build more stupid houses...grr...anyway
like my msn name said alittle earlier......well, not exactly, but along the lines of: having nothing to really think about........but i was thinking in my head: having nothing [i]else[/i] to really think about....... yup, you figured it out.......I'm STILL thinking about Mike. I hope I can somehow just stop. Because it's using up so much of my time, my mind just wanders, and I catch myself thinking about something that will never happen. again. I just don't think I should be thinking about him for 3 more months when I know, if I see him in September, I won't do anything about it. It's just the stupid way I am.
This person added me to MSN today, and i had no clue who it was, but it was a guy. I had high hopes that it was him that added me. but it wasn't. it was just some random guy who goes to Fanshawe. but he apparently is there for computer graphics and wants to get into animation and stuff, and he does web designing stuff as well. hmm? hehe...lol...well, i didn't actually talk to the guy, but he had all that info on his msn profile, plus a picture.......lol..... i can't really remember if he was hot or not.......but i think he was okay-looking.....hehe.....but anyway. yeah, I have to somehow distract myself somehow and stop thinking about a future that won't happen. which is too bad, cause I'm still convinced it would've been really good. then again, whatever goes on in my head never happens the way i imagine it. it's always the opposite unfortunately.
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| Yellowcard - "Ocean's Avenue" |
| 05.27.04 (6:34 pm) [edit] |
omg, gonna make this short, but we had a stupid bird fly into our store yesterday, and it stayed overnight, cause we didn't know how to get rid of it......and then today, it didn't bother us too much........BUT! we thoguht it'd be a good idea to keep doors and windows open so it would be able to find a way out of the store, but then another one flew in! and steph and i screamed and ran into the back room at certain points, cause it was really low and like, it was SOO scary! and then we got some customers to help us.......more like, they saw how incredibly freaked out we were and they helped.......one guy finally caught them (in his hands) and brought them outside.......i'm SOOO grateful for that! cause seriously! i was crying! and steph was screaming and almost crying! and she wouldn't come out of the back room afterwards cause she thought the customers were still laughing and talking about her........it's good we weren't busy! but OMG! I swear, if that happens again I am QUITTING! AHH! the second bird was super scared i think, and it injured itself several times cause it kept flying into windows and walls and stuff.......i felt so bad for it......it was hiding out in between the wall and brewer at this one point, and then it flew out, and at that point, these three customers that worked wtih Peel was there, and like, we asked if they knew how to deal with birds, and then the bird flew out and steph and i screamed and ducked adn she ran into the backroom...i would've served the customers if i didn't have tears in my eyes almost streaming down my cheeks! so i went back.....and then after like, 20ish seconds, we came back out, served them........and then......yeah.....the day continued......
so yeah.....that was today.......a TERRIFYING day.......the WORST day at second cup EVER! :evil:
anyway. work at 6:30am tomorrow ...... ew...mr park knows where i live now.....cause he';s gonna pick me up tomorrow cause i won't be able to drive my sister to work if i took the car.......so yup......anyway, l8er
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| Maroon 5 - "This Love" |
| 05.25.04 (1:32 pm) [edit] |
heh, Shrek was SOOO good....lol, for those of you who watched it, the following italicized lines were my favourite...for those who haven't watched it and want to, DON'T READ THE ITALICIZED TEXT
[i]Donkey(I think?): Tell a lie, any lie Pinnochio: like what? Donkey: Say you're wearing women's underwear Pinnochio: uh...I'm wearing women's underwear [nothing happens] Donkey: you're wearing women's underwear! Pinnochio: No I'm not! [Pinnochio's nose grows] Donkey: Yes you are! Pinnochio: No I'm not! [Pinnochio's nose grows again] Donkey: YES YOU ARE!! Pinnochio: NO I'M NOT!! [Pinnochio's nose grows] Gingerbread Man: [checks] he's wearing a thong!!!!![/i]
:lol: HAHAHA! I LOVED THAT SCENE! OMG! LMAO!!!!!!!! at work today, Steph had just watched it yesterday, and so she kept on repeating that last line over and over again randomly, it was SOO funny! and the line that was: [i]Pinnochio: I'm a real boy!![/i] lol..it was so funny, cause like, i'd be like, um...steph, is there something you're not telling us? and then, when we were naer the end of the shift, emmanuel came in to start work, but he went to change in the backroom, and (the office is in an L shape, so like, if you're at the door, u can't see the other "hall") steph was at the door, and she kept on repeating those lines...and i'm like, haha, emmanual's wearing that? LOL!! HAHA...it was SOOOOOOOOO FUNNY!!! hahahaha!!! oh man, that girl cracks me up
so yeah........i went to the movie on friday with hong and nicole, and saw jen lum, tara, danielle gustaw, and megan dodd there too! lol...we sat in the row behind them......lol.......but yeah.......it was cool
hmm.......what else has happened lately? um..... oh! yesterday, we (mom, dad, aunt, me) watched fireworks from my aunt's penthouse apartment, and it was so cool, cause we saw so many across the city and we could faintly see the ones from ontario place! lol.......from central mississauga, we could see the CN Tower, how cool is that?!? anyway.....yeah, i'm a nerd......whatever
so yeah, lotsa work again...........SIGH........then again, i think i'm working less this week.........7 hours instead of 8/9.......oh! i saw the moccachino lady! lol.....long story about her visit.....but yeah, she still stops by once in a while i guess.......anyway......gonna go watch some tv and MAYBE make some cookies.......l8z
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| "I'm Leaving On A Jet Plane" |
| 05.20.04 (6:33 pm) [edit] |
heh, I went to Steph's house to pick her up to go to Charisse's bday dinner at mandarin, and her friend anne marie was belting that out while steph and i were discussing stuff int he hallway...lol...it was kinda funyn...steph didn't end up coming....grr her....she said she'd stop by too, but she didn't...double grr....heh, I see her in two days...I'll bother her then...hahahaha...
dinner was good though....one of char's friends kinda reminds me of my uncle though...heh...seirously...it was really weird.....but yeah...he kept on eating, it was hilarious, cause he'd say how he's gonna explode soon, that he couldn't even drink his water, and told us not to make him laugh...hehe...and then when our bill came, he went to grab one more thing (1/4 of a waffle)...and then when we left, he grabbed some grapes...it was HILARIOUS...hahaha...cause outside, when we were discussing if we wanted to do anything afterwards, he was like, walking around, holding his stomach, saying he was feeling really sick....heh.....we didn't end up doing anything though....well, i think 4 of them went to some karaoke bar...but the twins, me and this other girl just went home cause the twins had to get the car home, the other girl just had to be home, and me, I just don't know them that well, and i didn't feel like karaoke :? heh... but yeah...
the guy who reminded me of my uncle was saying how he lived in quebec for a couple of years because he was taking french emersion...and some ppl were like, omg! let's go to montreal or something and u can speak for us! lol....it was funny...and i'm thinking, heh, maybe I'll go too! lol....sigh.......I don't know what I'm gonna do next year....well, if I don't see him, I guess there;s nothing to do....if I do...I don't know....
oh yeah, I was trying to recompile my program for assignment 2 for CS, and it won't compile with the test program they gave us! like, I jsut don't know how to make it work! WHY??? I don't get instance methods and objects...agh....I think I'm gonna have to take another year of it...cause clearly, I just don't get it! :evil: sighsigh....still debating if i should do linalg again or take calc...I think i'll just do linalg again...so...i think...for the fall term, i'd take CS027, LINALG040, and maybe...hmm....an essay course....what else? maybe 2 essay courses? then again, that COULD potentially kill me and cause me to retake math and CS AGAIN...hmm...I dunno...still gotta see what requirements u need to take for Social Sci....I doubt it's much though..I hope it's not! I need electives so I can take CS and linalg at least! sigh...maybe i'll look into that stuff tomorrow....after i clean my room...heh
off work tomorrow!! yay!!! hehe....so excited! i'm gonna sleep in (not TOO late htough, cause i have to go to bed semi early so i could get up early on saturday for 7am work) and erm...HOPEFULLY finish cleaning my stupid room....i had other stuff to do too...now what was it? hmm...oh, i gotta remember to pick up my pictures from blacks on saturday....heh....
hmm....what else to blog about........gota go see shrek2 with hong at some point...we were supposed to go tonight, but then charisse's dinner thing came up and hong said she didn't wanna go after work at 9pm...so we're just ognna go at some ohter time..who wants to go? hmm....so anyway...gonna try to apply to OSAP now...
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| Franz Ferdinand - "Jacqueline" |
| 05.18.04 (6:51 pm) [edit] |
I've spent yet another day wasting away...oy...worked for an extra 1.5 hours because it was busy today and I didn't get any of what i needed to have done finished....so I just stayed for longer because then my sister could drive me too...lol...but yeah...
oh, forgot to mention in yesterday's blog....when we went to UB to get the black pants, and when we were leaving, I saw this guy and his dad, and the dad I swear looked like Saddam Hussain! It was so weird.....
I was so tired at work today...like, seirously, I don't remember yawning quite that much at work since I came back from University....oy...I plan on sleeping before 11:30pm tonight...damn, I live like an old retired woman or something....agh....
So...tomorrow...I MUST apply for OSAP...I've been meaning to do that since I got back...oy...I actaully wrote a list of stuff I have to do...oy...still gotta clean the room....clean out all the stuff I don't wear anymore...throw out all the stuff I don't want/need anymore...agh...SO much CRAP! and then vacuum...then rearrange room maybe...then vacuum again, then put all the stuff I brought back from Uni somewhere :? cause it's still in the hall...yikes...but this is over the course of....hmm...I give myself until mid june...so one more month to do all that...lol....
Still gotta make a trip back up to London at some point before August so I could sell my books....then register for courses in August (I think...gotta look that up) then go back to London to buy the books...or I can get them elsewhere i guess, they'll prolly be cheaper anyway...lol...
Next week, planning on getting together with my Scarborough elementary school friends (actually, I don't know many of the ppl coming, because I left before Gr 6 started and that's when they were all in the same class) next Saturday....still gotta talk to the parents about that...I hope they don't object :? i dunno, I alreayd worked out my work schedule for that weekend..since I'm not gonna work on the saturday, I have to work the friday...and i dont' wanna work on sunday morning, so i'll switch with someone iwth an afternoon or night shift... Speaking of wokr...stupid Tuesdays...agh...theyr'e gonna be $2 drinks (featured drink each month) and it's SO DAMN BUSY because it's the stupid iced drinks that take forever because we need to clean the stupid jugs! GRRR!!!!
anyway....gotta do laundry, l8erz (I think I had something more "important" to say, but I totally forgot what it was...)
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| Britney Spears - "Toxic" |
| 05.17.04 (7:55 pm) [edit] |
agh....amy cat and i went to S1 today, and we heard "toxic" and then cat said that she had that song in her head....so now it's in mine....:?
but yeah...heh, we went to freshly squeezed at S1 at some point, and none of us knew what we wanted....and after like, 5 min of standing around and staring at the menu and me shooting the guy working apologetic looks, i finally decided to get the pina coloda smoothie....and he made it, and he was talking to his coworker, and he was saying how he's so bored at work, listened to the linkin park CD 3 times and felt like he's been wokring for 10 hrs already...and i'm like, oh, u worked 10 hours already today? and he's like, no, just felt like it...i'm like, yeah, it sucks, eh? i got off a 5 hr shift at work earlier today, and it's like, what, only 2? lol...and he's like, where u work? i said second cup, and he' slike, oh, the one upstairs? and i said no, a diff. one...and then i'm like, is the drink 5.50? cause that's hte total on the cash register, and he's like, oh, do u want a discount? i'm like, nono, he's like, i can give u a discount, i don't care...lol...so i got it for 2.25...haha...it was funny....i think he may have mentioned listening to the LP cd 3 times cause I was wearing my LP tshirt...heh... but yeah....i turned around and walked to amy and cat, cause they were still deciding...and hwile cat went to order (cause amy didn't want anything), amy's like, that guy was toally flirting wiht you...lol...i'm like, yeah, he prolly was...heh...i'm so slow...i never pick up on things like that apparently...:? oy... heh...
ok...so yeah, that was that..... from my list of stuff i needed to get, i managed to get the sunglasses (tried on SO many dusty pairs, i got some crap in my eyes and i had to try to get it out...totally grossed cat out.....sorry!!), the bag (that i origanly didn't wnana get cause it had lips on the inside...but it wasn't THAT bad), black pants (well, not casual pants like i originally wanted, but dressy pants...heh, amy has the exact same pair...don't worry ames! I'll help u work on that tub of luv! :wink: ), lotion nad bum (not on my list).....meh, not THAT bad...spent about $100...:? yikes....and then bought gas afterwards...agh...so i spent 130ish today and made only around $40 at work....agh...sucks...lol...
anyway, work tomorrow yet again...i swear, this is getting old...i should just say i need to go sleep...yeah..i need to go sleep (i was so tired, i was yawning so much today) and make sur ei don't sleep in...my sister has to get up super early to drive me to work cause since my parents are home now, i don't have access to all three cars no more....i have to share the accord with my sister...agh...so she'll drive me to work for 7am, thens he's gonna go to work for 8, then i'll prolly hafta bus home depending on when I get off...but i'm assuming i'll hafta bus..:( sigh...so sad...aww...*sniff*...but yeah...g'nite again!
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| Kelly Clarkson - "The Trouble With Love" |
| 05.16.04 (8:55 pm) [edit] |
Work again tomorrow...but only 5 hrs...too bad it starts at 7 freakin A.M. ... sigh... gonna go shopping afterwards...heh...I don't think my parents will be impressed, cause they jsut come home tonight from their 1.5week cruise in Europe and they prolly don't want me spending the money I recently made already..lol...oh well...
so yeah...my list of things I want go get sometime soon: -black pants -bag/purse -camera (disposable...or digital if i find a good affordable one) -black socks -shoes (runners) -sunglasses (i can't wear my contacts cause the sun is killer when i drive without sunglasses) -plain black belt -hair straightener
and here's my list of things I want to get before I move to london -computer -bed -maybe another desk -chair for desk
so yup....i'll prolly add more...haha...but i gotta go to bed now...i hate work i hate work i hate work
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| Switchfoot - "Dare you to Move" |
| 05.15.04 (6:59 pm) [edit] |
agh...working so much...makes me wanna cry...agh....makes me realise how much coffee some ppl drink! it's NUTS! lol...there's this one lady who gets an extra large caramel corretto with extra caramel topping, and like, she came twice today....like, she was there within half an hour i got to work, and she was like, within 3 hours! it was prolly less than 2! I was like, you drink this stuff like water! and she's like, yeah, really expensive water! lol...but seriously...i saw her come by at night one time too! it's NUTS! oy...but anyway...
so yeah, i was supposed to get monday off, but nadia called and asked if i could open for her cause she's kinda sick....like, not sick, but .. yeah, not gonna get into details...but she can't work if it's busy (pain)...so she'll work tomorrow (sunday), but she can't work on monday cause it's busy on monday mornings....but mr park was nice and said he'd open, and i could come in at 7...but yeah....*tear* :cry: ....sigh....he said last week, i worked over 40 hours...this week, it's prolly gonna be...i dunno, over 50 prolly? let's count....tues-thurs 7hrs = 21...fri 8 hrs....sat 10.5 hrs (yeah, i stayed for an extra 2 hours cause i felt bad for mr park cause he'd hafta come in for 2 hours after opening the store)...sunday (tomorrow) will be 9hrs....so...21+8+10.5+9 = 48.5 hrs...minus all the breaks and stuff....ok, not 50...but if u include the monday i'm wokring this week, it'd be 53.5...agh...i hate this....we need more ppl at work...cause this weekend, there was like, 4-5 ppl working....cause of tyrone's and steph's bday, sarah left, nadia's in pain, anna's on vacation...agh....so yeah, we're telling mr. park to hire ppl...cause we NEED them! ahh! we're gonna go nuts! and I need a GOOD job! i really do hate working at second cup so much...i don't mind 3 maybe 4 times a week, but 6-7 days a week is CRAPPY! and they're not even short shifts! they're like, over 7 hours each! like, today was pretty bad...agh...i was so sleepy....i'm sleepy now...i'm gonna shower (hot oil my hair too...i think it needs it...lol), clean or msn or email or blog until my hair dries, and then sleep...then work again at 8:30am...agh...
so yeah.....i really really can't stop thinking about it....i know this is getting old and annoying...but....so many things remind me of him....and it's ridiculous, cause he was just some random guy I liked...not someone I was particularly close with....but...I just really wish I could talk to him...see if he's gonna get that knee surgery he was hoping for soon....I wonder if he's gonna come back in the fall on crutches...hmm...i'd hate being on crutches...sure it'd work out my arms, but damn, that's too much working! but he's active, he'd be alright...me on the other hand...id prolly stop after every 5 steps...hehe....haha...but yeah....so much reminds me of him, I just can't help but think about him and wonder what he's up to.....wonder if he's found a job yet? hmm... now i'm thinking like a stalker...lol...but i'm NOT! haha....but yeah...now i'm just procrastinating....
oh yeah, Ames, i still have your dad's jumper cables! hehe, i'll return them....erm...monday maybe? i need to drop off my disposable camera at Black's at some mall, u wanna come? i need to get black pants :? mine are so frayed! :( sigh...but yeah...does ANYONE wanna come? hehe...i'm thinking monday? it's my shortest shift until my day off on friday...I BETTER have the day off...if osmeone calls in and asks for me, i'm gonna be SOOOO mad :evil:...cause if i worked, that means ... it just means i don't get a day off in like, 2 weeks...i'm a damn student! I'm not used to all this working! HELP!!!
ok, going now. bye
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| Linkin Park - "With You" |
| 05.14.04 (9:40 pm) [edit] |
just came back from Steph and Tyrone's bday dinner thing...it was good...it was at the keg...not A keg, but The Keg...lol...amy and her western influences thought I was going to a keg...haha...but anyway
hecticish day...had to work at 7am instead of 8...oh well...so tired...i need to go sleep asap, cause i got work again in 7 short hours :cry:
so yeah, i met mariane (spelling)'s bf (i think), I should've asked for his msn or something, heh, he's studying comp engineering at waterloo and in his second year (going into third)...he prolly could've helped! agh...oh well...if our paths meet again, then i will...otherwise, i'll have to find someone else...haha...
does it make me weak to just want someone to be with? to love me back? to hold and to care about and have them return the feelings? we were waiting for our table today (took 2 damn hours) and I was thinking about him again....and i was thinking about him again while we ate....hmm...something about chris reminded me of him though....a mix of alittle bit of everything really.... but yeah....why doesn't he use his msn?! or maybe he does and just didn't add me....I prolly scared him off...
oh yeah, during dinner, i was picking up my iced tea to drink, and like, it just slipped out of my hand...it was the weirdest thing, cause like, it just slipped cause i had no grip....i think it's my hand lotion (i bought it recently...hoped it would be good cause it cost more!)....it works, but it works TOO well I think...like, I have no grip on my hands! but my finger tips are still dry :? agh... oh well
anyway. work soon g'nite all and g'nite to you
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| Mandy Moore - "Could've Been" |
| 05.13.04 (4:38 pm) [edit] |
hmm, I don't think I've mentioned about my sister's second accident within 4 months....yeah....she hit some car....but it wasn't her fault...it was the other persons...she's alright, the other person's alright...it's just the cars that needed some fixing....so while they fix it, we had a rental car...heh....corolla! so...i've been driving the rental car (new) instead of our newish (the one we got to replace the broken van with 3 months ago) accord for about 2 weeks....i'm gonna miss it when i gotta return it tomorrow...agh, such a hectic day tomorrow...work, then return car, then somehow get our corolla from my sister, then pick up steph and off to hers and tyrone's bday dinner in toronto...then MAYBE go clubbing with them afterwards, but i highly doubt it...just not my thing...lol...and i have work at 8am the next day...SO...yeah...
right, so i believe I have driven 7 corolla's now...lol...our black one, both of amy's, my sister's piano teacher's (for all of like, 30 seconds to get it out of my way to get our car outta the garage), my aunt's, karen's, and the rental car...lol...talk about being super asian! SEVEN COROLLAS!!! lol...I just need an eighth corolla to be the ultimate asian corolla driver....LMAO!! HAhA!
anyway....i should clean my room (yes, still wokring on that...it seems to be getitng messier before it's clean!)....then clean the rest of the hosue...see, i was gonna try to have the entire house cleaned by the time my parents returned from their cruise in Europe, but with working every day, I just don't have the energy to move when i get home...agh....anyway....
random parts of the song listed in the title... "The sweet words you whispered didn't mean a thing I guess our song is over as we begin to sing
Could've been so beautiful could've been so right could've been my lover every day of my life could've been so beautiful could've been so right I'll never hold what could've been on a cold and lonely night
Everytime I get my hopes up they always seem to fall still what could've been is better than what could never be at all... at all"
that last part sounds so familiar.... :(
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| Three Doors Down - "Here Without You" |
| 05.12.04 (8:49 pm) [edit] |
dinner was good last night...nothing caught on fire...lol...unfortunately, logan kinda burned a bit of his arm when he took out the garlic bread from the oven...aww...:( heh, the cake was HILARIOUS, cause it didn't come out of the pan in one piece, so amy and i (well, more of amy) used the icing i made (to orignally frost the cake) to glue the pieces together! lol, it was SOOO funny (at the time)....but yeah... overall, i think it was all good...once all the cooking and stuff was outta the way...heh...
my right thumb and left ring finger has a cut (ring finger from cutting onions (knife slipped a bit...meh, minor cut), and my thumb HURTS SOO MUCH! :cry: ... stupid washing of my hands ever 5 min because i get coffee on myself at work all the time...agh...so yeah...try skin made my skin crack (sorry if this is grossing u out)....ew... but yeah...IT HURTS! :( and i don't even get a day off until monday to let it heal....therefore, it's gonna take a freakin month for it to heal...GRR! :x
anyway...work again tomorrow morning...so i go sleep soon
"I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time"
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| Usher - "Burn" |
| 05.10.04 (9:26 pm) [edit] |
what is up with everyone and "trade-off" these days? agh! everyone's using them! I know it's true that everything basicaly involves trade-offs if u want something, but why is everyone suddenly using it at the same time?! sigh
so yeah...van hartnett just told me that she might not be able to make it to dinner tomorrow...GRR...she's 1/3 of the bdays we're celebrating! if she deosn't come, i'd kill her, cause she's the one who told me to make soemthing diff., and if she doesn't come, and i make something more difficult and different, i will kill her! ahh! I just need to get her a ride to my palce...heh, mayeb i can convince her to take the bus...lol...i doubt it...well, it's either an hour of her time, or an hour of mine to drive all the way to the other side of the city and back...i feel bad asking logan/cat though...i dunno....we'll see... :x
anyway...tired....didn't get THAT much accomplisshed today...gotta try to get off work early tomorrow so i can get home to clean and cook....damnit....anyway...g'nite
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| Mariah Carey - "When I Saw You" |
| 05.10.04 (9:22 am) [edit] |
yay! I got internet back on my laptop! :D too had it's not in my room...grr...maybe the cable thing will be long enough to reach my room? i doubt it though...whatever...it doesn't fit on our super messy comp desk though, so i'm using the majhong table...but it's kinda not steady...so i might set up the comp desk i bought the other day....but i kinda dont' want to, cause i'll have to take it apart in less than 4 months...agh...we'll see
i gotta bake cookies and a cake and go to hakim and clean the house today...agh! but i think i prefer it over work...stupid work...have me working basically full time hours...i really hsould take my breaks....if they're not paying me for htem, i shouldn't work....agh....but yeah...damn, so tired...like, my legs and feet HURT...i can't even walk without pain at work...argh...i need more days off! i came home yesterday and washed my bathtub and took a bath....it felt good....i should learn how to swim...it'd be so relaxing....too bad i'm scared of drowning...lol....oh well
so yeah.......still thinking about him...I know I should get over it, because he clearly doesn't like me back. but...does he? I don't know...I doubt it...why wouldn't he have added me to msn by now? and why did he leave before i got a chance to say bye in person? but what about all those other things he did that made me SO sure he liked me back? :cry: I don't know. He seemed so perfect. despite his, erm, drinking and gamblling, he was THE one...:cry: I don't even know if I should talk about this "issue" anymore, but I can't stop thinking about it........what should I do next year?
oh...regarding final marks...I passed linear algebra! :D too bad not with the minimum requirement for computer science...:( sigh...but hey, I'm content with a 56! sweet! lol...i'm debating whether to take linalg again next year, or take calc....the thing is...the trend seems to be getting higher in linalg, cause in oac, i didn't even pass....lol...so if i take it a third time, it's GOTTA get better...right? hmm...but iwth calc, i'd hafta learn new stuff...but it might be easier....i don't know...and it prolly won't complicate the whole GPA system thingy thing...agh....i should look into all that sometime SOON...not this week though...too much going on...5 bdays and work...agh...oh well...oh, and econ, i got 50 on the dot! LMAO!!! SWEET! this means I passed first year university! well, i haven't gotten my business mark back yet, but I'm pretty sure i would've gotten more than 35% on my final exam (what i needed to pass the course).....hmm....but so far, my average (without business) is 66%...not the best...but, isn't that like, average for university? meh....
anyway...this room is FREEZING, and i'm still in pjs (ooh, i slept for 10.5ish hours last night i think!! sweet! i so needed that after all those early mornings at work) and i gotta go to the eye place sometime before school lets out for the highschool kids...lol...but yeah...i prolly have other stuff to blog about later (like my sister's second car accident within 4 months)...:?
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| Mandy Moore - "Walk Me Home" |
| 05.01.04 (2:58 pm) [edit] |
So...I should be cleaning my room, or entertaining my relatives that are downstairs...but nope, I'm in the computer room doing nothing really....blogging and flipping thru a magazine..lol....my thumb hurts...like, not my thumb, but kinda....it hurts to press the space bar
so yeah...working long hours these days wtih not much of a break...grr...yeah, can't say I missed that during Uni...but yeah........
my cousin in gr 5 is already writting essay-like things...well, they're one pagers, but like, it has the structure of an essay....i don't think i wrote an essay til gr 9 or something! that's nuts!
anyway, comp freezes ALOT, so i'm gonna keep my blogs generally short....don't have much to say anyway nowadays........except........i want my exam marks! I want to know if i passed!! :(
oh, one more thing, I wanted to play the piano yest., but by the time i got "Only Hope" printed off, my dad already came home, and I didn't want to play with anyone home...haha...so yeah. my next time home alone will prolly be tuesday......meh, it can wait...until then, CLEAN ROOM!
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