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| "Vindicated" - Dashboard Confessional |
| 07.28.04 (3:57 pm) [edit] |
another day at work....meh....steph said she's most likely going to warped tour...hwoever, she didn't mention that she asked her dad already...SO....i dunno! i hope she comes! lol...but anyway
i think im' gonna edit that last entry i made last night....seriously, id on't know why i even posted it...i know no one cares anyway....i should just write it down on paper for myself...lol...so only i can read it....lol...but anyway...enough of that
going to demetres in a bit cause it's wendy's bday...decided this less than 2 hours ago...gotta eat dinner too though..lol...but yeah....
gotta get my curtains finsihed up...finsih the top stitching for one of th curtains, and sew the sheer layer...hehe...but yeah...just gotta get the sewing machine back to vanster by the end of the month otherwise her dad will get super annoyed cause he wants his pants hemmed...hehe....but anyway
so yeah, was gonna randomly write stuff about my day and random things on my mind, but no time....
"i am vindicated, i am right i am wrong i am something something something..." :? lol, that was me and steph at work todya...haha....it was just a bunch of "something something"s ..lol...her bro must think we're crazy...oh well...i wonder if she's that crazy at home....cause i know i'm not...lol
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| "You were meant for me" - Jewel |
| 07.27.04 (8:07 pm) [edit] |
this happened a couple nights ago...so not last night, but the night before...oh, it's not important by the way, u can stop reading it now...i'm just jotting this down for myself...because i know it'll make some ppl wanna kill me or something.....so i'm saving u the trouble...if you still decide to read it and still want to wring my neck or soemthing...erm....i'm suing? lol, i dunno...i warned u though
[edited]
so yeah...i had a dream...kinda random...i rarely have dreams and rememebr them....but....i dunno, i was lying in bed, and like, 10 min after being awake, it came to me...but yeah....it was just about him....we conversed a bit...overall, it was a pleasant dream....[end edit]
"Dreams last for so long, even after you're gone"
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| "Somebody Told Me" - The Killers |
| 07.23.04 (7:08 pm) [edit] |
hmm, did some shopping today for bed/furniture/computer
dad bought the computer.....damn, I wish I could get a new computer...maybe next year...if I get a better job...SIGH...still at the same old stupid job for the 3rd year, almost 4th...ugh...
I had a bunch of stuff I wanted to blog earlier this week, but didn't get a chance....and i can't remember no more.....
but etiher way.....school starts in less than a month and a half...kidna looking for it...kinda not...jsut cause it's school...but i'm excited about returnng to london, even if i'm gonna be absolutely dirt poor...:( but still...very excited! I need to get my curtains sewn damnit! agh! i'm having issues with the fabric...make it complicated and save the trip back to the fabric store? or make it simple but need to go back to get more material? hmm...
anyway. gotta open store tomorrow...been having problems getting up so damn early.....ugh...g'nite y'all
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| "F*** it" - Eamon |
| 07.13.04 (7:21 pm) [edit] |
so, i realised yesterday(the day before yesterday?) that i might have to wait a few months for this appt to see the damn neurologist.....so, should i just try to get an appt to see someone in london then? because i really won't want to have to drive out to mississauga from london in the middle of the week. GRR. i dunno...i'll call my doctor on friday if he doesn't tell me an appt yet...see what i should do...
hmm, had a job interview the other day, but pretty sure i didn't get it...i don't really REALLY want it, but it'd be good to have that job, cause it's like, part time, and it's contract basis...and like, if i have an assn't due that week or i just don't wanna work it, then i dont have to take it......no biggie........i dunno, but like, it was just a job to give out free samples of stuff...not hard...but i dont exactly have the enthusiasm and stuff for it.....i dunno...she offered me a position though, during the interview because they couldn't find anyone to do it because it was in oshawa.......i could've taken it, and like, they pay for the mileage and everything...but see, if i had at least one other person to work with or go with, i may have considered it more...but nope, i'd be all by myself, drive all the way up, set up the thing by myself (i think?), and give out samples of ice cream outside of an A&P by myself and then drive back home by myself.....all for 5.5 hours of work.....but they'd pay me for the travel time too.......ugh......i could've prolly made ~$130 for working 5.5 hours.....but......agh......all by myself??? I don't wanna get mugged on the way or anything! but yeah...oh well, whatever.
hmm...what else to blabber on about? ooh! i got curtains for my apt in london, well, i got the fabric and one of the two curtain rods....gonna get one more rod (from dollar store...meh, i saw it, it'll work just fine[i hope]) and prolly one more piece of fabric cause i didn't realise how thin one of the fabrics were..heh......SO..yeah, gonna do that soon i hope so i can sew my curtains.....gotta return van hartnett's sewing machine so she can hem her dad's pants......hehe
ooh, went to go see White Chicks the other day, it was pretty good...would've been much better if we were in the VERY front row in the theatre, but oh well, it was good nonetheless. um, nothing much else to say....except work is effed up and... yeah... ugh......he needs to hire ppl......this weekend (thursday-saturday inclusive), there're 3 ppl + the owner working......grrr........qutie difficult considernig u need 4 ppl per day.......2 per shift, 2 shifts per day.....and who likes working witht he owner, right? hmph. oh well. anyway.
bedtime. (couldn't sleep last night....thinknig too much...wondering....regretting?....sigh :oops: )
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| Avril Lavigne - erm, her latest single.....is it called "Everything" or "Happy Ending"? |
| 07.06.04 (7:35 pm) [edit] |
so, after work, i went to the doctors (heh, made the appt while at work)...........he said he didn't know what's wrong with my arm/fingers, because it's never just the middle and fourth finger, it's usually all, or including the pinky.......but nope, it's not.......so he said that he's gonna refer me to a neurologist.....:? but before he does that, he's gonna check my B12 level......so i got some blood taken out today......and then i also wanted to get tested for TB, so that was another needle.......:( sucked......so on thursday, i gotta go back and get my results and stuff......
yesterday, my mom and i went to Ikea (i actuallly wanted to buy some stuff, cause i had already been on the website, but my mom watned to make yet another trip out some other day, after we did some price shopping........agh.........) and some other places, but it included my dentist appt.....well, i dunno if that's what u'd call it......but i had to get a consultation on my wisdom teeth, sicne they're coming in, and clearly, there;s no space for them...........so now, i gotta book off a couple of days off work (or a week) starting on Aug. 23rd...agh........i dunno if i'd just finish work on the 22nd, or return for a couple of days....hmm.....i dunno.......
i really hope that if i haev to go see this neurologist, that it's nothing big.......nothing i need to take work off of......i jsut can't afford it......and i dunno how much my dad's insurance company would pay for stuff......i can't afford all this shit! 1500 to take out 4 damn teeth! shit! and for the guy to tell me that i'd need to get them otu and stuff was $90! crap, doctors really know how to take money from u!
i still need to do a physical though.......agh......but i don't want my current doctor.......damn bastard gave me a drug that doesn't even treat any of my symptoms! grr..... and i don't think i'd be comfortable with a male doctor giving me a physical checkup......nor would i be comfortable with a female doctor, but i think it'd be slightly less awkward.....hmm......anyway
so yeah. stupid fingers......i'm typing with all my fingers again, it still feels really strange, but i think i've learnt to deal with it......it's just not avoidable now.....it gets in the way if i don't use them......
oh, so, at work, we get the cara discount card, and they all have a card number on the back......and my number this time is the same number as Mike's extension number at residence.......lol.......I wonder if it's a sign? and if so, what does it mean? hehe, I really doubt it though......I always get "signs" , but it never turns out as anything. :( sorry, I tried not to talk about him for a while, but in my last couple of entries, I did......heh, i told cat that whenever anything about hockey/poker/compsci/mont real related comes up, i think of him......and since with the wholer egistration thing, with CS and all, it's just impossible to not think about him.....ok, i'm gonna stop now. i'll try not to bring it up again......soon......heh.........I'm sorry for bringing up this entire thing up again......I know ppl are sick and tired of it.
ok, so, i got work in like, less than 8 hours, so i'm gonna go to bed now (or fix my MD player...it's effed up right now..... :x )
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| "Broken" - Seether Ft. Amy Lee |
| 07.03.04 (7:25 pm) [edit] |
ooh, I found this site by that Cody guy, and it's absolutely great (link on left navigation bar thingy thing...left border thing...whatever u want to call it)! heh, I may use it just to sample music for a while...there're a few songs I've heard about, but haven't heard the actual song yet...hehe....but for now, I'm keeping "Broken" on, cause it's such a good song...I wanted to put "The Reason", but I knew Hong would've killed me....lol
so yeah.....I was just looking thru the Ikea website, and I want to get curtains!!! omg!! lol, I just want to decorate/make it.....lol.......i have this image starting to form in my head of what i kind of want it to look like...heh....i'm starting to sketch out randomness, but once i'm done, i might post it, and u guys can give me some feed back? hehe....i'm so excited!! :D:D
going to Ikea with my mom on Monday though...gotta get myself a bed (minus the matress) and i'd like a shelf, but that's optional...I kind of want a mirror as well...then my curtain stuff...need rods and rings and brackets, and if i find a good (cheap) curtain, that too..but it must kinda fit into my "design"..... but with my mom there, it's gonna be hard to get stuff I want, because she's gonna be all "you already have no money and you're wasting it on curtains and stuff that we can probably use bedsheets for" or soemthing ridiculous like that......grr........but yeah, while browsing the website, I just got this whole thought, of how I can't WAIT until I move out on my own, and buy my own place...because, since this is just a rented place, I dont' want to do too much with it, cause it'd just be a total waste in the end...but if i had my own place, i can nail stuff to the walls (pictures, shelves) and i could paint stuff and move all my furniture around...hehe! I just need to get thru school...get myself a good job....pay off some debt...:? sighsigh......seems like centuries away until I'll get out there entirely on my own......sigh...........
i'm gonna apply for this job at some youth centre on Monday (before I hit up Ikea and the other furniture stores...lol). It's not much, it's like, VERY part time...like, 8 hrs a week....but the job description interests me, and it could help in the future...who knows....but yeah, basically, like, it's a computer club, and i would plan/co-ordinate events and stuff for kinds 10-17 yrs of age, and i could help teach stuff, and i'd supervise the lab...hehe....
i'm still disappointed i didn't hear from that company that Amy helped me apply for...if i could only remember their company name.......lol.......but i still remember most of the job description! I still think it would've been perfect.......well, not PERFECT, but I thought it fit me very well....lol....
so anyway. getting injured alot lately...stupid fingers...and papercuts....grr...and everyone at work is poking me now! ARGH! when Tyrone and Emmanual walked into work today, they BOTH poked me, one after the other! and then Steph purposely walked over and poked/tickled me! GRR!!! damn u ppl ! damn u all!! STOP POKING ME!!!!!! :x lol, Steph and I think we're driving customers away, cause seriously, the last few shifts, work's been super dead!! agh! but yeah, it's prolly cause of our random singing (really loudly and badly) and running and screaming from each other wehile we throw paper towels and beans at each other...lol...it's SO funny though...we had an Irish Cream coffee bean fight...haha...there were beans every here and there...it was REALLY funny...LOL...this was on thursday i believe....
but yeah....i hate typing like this....only with my right index finger and left hand... and my thumb occasionally, but not really...it's tiring and ANNOYING! but I'm not missing TOO many keys! lol...that's why the backspace button is extra big, right? hehe :wink:
anyway, bedtime (after i dry my hair)...hopefully, this time it won't take me over an hour to fall asleep...(i went to bed at 12ish, rolled around for an hourish prolly, maybe more...then alarm went off at 5:15ish ... the finaklly got outta bed at 6 to get ready for work at 6:30...lol)
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| Avril Lavigne - "Everything" |
| 07.01.04 (5:43 pm) [edit] |
innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way
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I was watching the Avril Lavigne Intimate & Interactive on Much today, and I noticed that when she sang all of her newer songs (the ones she wrote herself), she looked like she really felt the song. When she was singing this song, it made me think of him. Today's Canada Day, I wonder what he's up to? heh, prolly out partying somewhere...I wonder if he got his knee surgery yet...
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