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| "From The Heart" - Hoobastank |
| 01.26.05 (7:00 am) [edit] |
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Been spending lots of time with Mike lately. :D It's...interesting...fun...makes me happy...hehe. He's gotta stop trying to carry me, though. I got my knee hit twice, and my elbow once. The other day, my head hit the door frame too. oy. It's hilarious each time, but it hurts alot. :( boo. hehe. I need to get alot of work done though. Need to catch up on the book (oh, I don't think I mentioned it yet, but I realised over the weekend that I've been reading the wrong book for class. OMG. I'm such an idiot sometimes. oy.) and start my programming assignments. We're having a party this weekend too, so even less time to program. yikes!!! I need to get started ASAP. I should start bringing my laptop to Mike's so I can program there, and he can help me once in a while. I just fall asleep otherwise trying to read my book. Hmm. I should do that *thinking*
Anyway, I'm gonna go grab some lunch, do some work, then go to Jenna's recital in 1.5 hours. Try to remember to stop by Physical Plant to drop off my Sociology stuff. Then maybe stay on campus to do some more work? I dunno if that's even possible, since it's just reading and programming. I suppose I can go back to the CS lab (where I am right now) and work on my SPARC stuff there. Since I have to debug here anyway, cause Mike still hasn't shown me how to connect to the school's system from my laptop yet. Hmm. I should learn that soon. Could be very handy. However, the comps in Middlesex College is SOOO much faster than .. well, most computers I've used. :D meh, we'll see how it goes. right, food. ciao!
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| "Disappear" - Hoobastank |
| 01.21.05 (9:09 pm) [edit] |
Take the quiz: "what color rose does you soul have*PICS*"
The purple rose
you are the purple rose your somtimes confused about life and dont know if there is a god or not you feel alone and dont know if there will ever be happiness for you but try to be strong you figure things out some day
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| "Reason" - Hoobastank |
| 01.20.05 (4:07 pm) [edit] |
hmm. I'm confused, but I'm happy. I'm sort of questioning, and fearing my happiness, but, I think I prefer this over my confused and regretting and wondering.
I'm in class right now, it's interesting, but it's also making me think about random stuff. We're talking about how people are being too dependent on technology, especially computers and Internet. It's making people lazy and "socially inept". Even though I am one of these dependent people, I'm not proud of it. I, unfortunately, agree that without my computer, I can't communicate well at all. I never actually really realized that I was better at communication over chatting than in person, or even on the phone. hmm. I should listen to the prof 100% again. Just wanted to capture what I'm feeling today. Last month or so have been such a rollercoaster, I never can remember how I felt the previous week. *shrug*. I'm happy, for now.
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| "Guilty" - The Rasmus |
| 01.15.05 (6:39 pm) [edit] |
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You Are 25 Years Old |
25
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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| "Predictable" - Good Charlotte |
| 01.12.05 (3:01 pm) [edit] |
Hmm. So I haven't blogged since last year. Interesting. hah.
So, I don't know what to think of the situation I'm in right now with Mike. I mean, I'm really happy, yet so scared, because he's been back for a week and a day, and I've seen him ALOT. hah, and alotta him as well. Things are moving really fast, maybe even dangerously fast. I enjoy the time I spend with him, even though some are awkward when the ex-gf comes up in conversations or u know, when she calls because she misses him. AGH. I felt so withdrawn from him the next time we were together, he knew that it was botherine me, but, he wanted me to put into words exactly what, how it bothered me. But, Is it something that can be described others than uncomfortable and it makes me feel like such a terrible person? He's assured me time and time again, that I shouldn't feel bad, none of it was my doing, even though, I know, and she knows, that if I had sad no in the first place, none of this prolly would have happened. Which makes me feel SOOOOOOOO bad. Because I agree. However, I guess, from the friend perspective, it's better this way for him, because, he shouldn't be locked into something that he didn't truly want. But, I just can't shake that feeling. It took me so long to finally talk to him last night. But, I guess once I got over that feeling, put it aside, it was okay again. I asked him to stay over cause, well, just cause I wanted him to. Nothing really happened. It easily could've, but, it was way too soon. One week. I can't get over that fact. Honestly though, last week, I didn't see any of this happening. I kinda ponder what the roomies think; I mean, they see him more than our 6th and 7th roomie. lol. But yeah. I think that's enough on that topic for now.
So, I've decided, to do a 3 year major in CS now, instead of the Specialization I'm in right now. Mostly because of the math, and because, well, I just won't make it that far, I don't think. I just realised today, though, that I still need another full credit of essay courses :? This is gonna make my schedule tighter than anticipated. OY. I'll still have an extra space, but I really hoped that I would'nt have a full 5 course load in each semester. Especailly with 3rd year CS courses, I know essays will make it alot more difficult. OY. Next year, I MUST learn to FOCUS. I also decided to move out from our current apartment. I love the convenience of it, but, I think, because it is so convenient, that I don't ever take advantage of my breaks in betetween classes to study. I go home, eat, clean, go back to class. It's terrible! So, I hope living further next year with less people will be better. Because, I really need to buckle down and study every single day! agh! I need to learn to be organized. :?
Oh, the roomies and I are planning a roadtrip to FLorida for Reading Week. Gonna go to Disney World for a few days. I wonder if my parents will greatly object. If they do, I guess it's easier on the bank account, but, if they let me, I think it'll be a fun adventure. heh. So, that's just in the planning while ppl ask for permissions and such. Yup. That's it for now I suppose.
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