i only went on to accept someone as a friend. then i randomly started clicking on ppl to see if we had friends in common or whatever. then i clicked far and wide. well, still staying within my school's network. then i found this one person... who was the girl that was in m---'s 2nd year biz group. and she had pics. with him.  studying day and night for the next 2.5 days is gonna be interesting. frig.  honestly. i'm such a dumbass. used for 3 months as a transition from one relationship to another. why can't i just forget that i was played by a worthless guy who means nothing? f*ck.
  I guess they hit it off better than our "relationship" was going. he was too much of a wuss to really tell me i guess. afraid of being lonely for a month or something.

I don't even know what to say. or feel. but i have a feeling of hate and disgust. again. 

Many people are afraid of being lonely, so they get themselves stuck in a situation where they are miserable or something, or end up using the person they're with, because they just don't wanna be lonely - whether they feel the same way about the other person as he/she does about them.

But you know, this fear just keeps you stuck in that hole, and you end up hurting more people.  Just friggen embrace the fact that you're gonna be lonely, regardless if you're with the poor soul you're with right now, or actually without someone.  In the end, you're not gonna fool anyone. Not even yourself.  Well, you may fool some ppl who see u from a distance, but what does that matter?