I've been listening to this song on loop for the past few days - I really like it. I recommend it.  The lyrics are posted below.
I found out some info last night, and it made me realise that I am totally over the guy who hurt me to the core.  I went to bed with a hugemo grin on my face, I don't think I've been this happy in a while. :)   This has gotta be the greatest feeling I've had - to not feel tied to something that happened in the past.  


---"Over You" - Chris Daughtry------------

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

I ask, how am I to have faith in people when people you think you trust don't respect you enough to tell you the truth and treat you the way you are deserved to be treated? 

I'm sorry people, but when things like this happen, it just makes me wonder, who can you believe in this world? Who can you trust? Who deserves your full trust? 

It hurts when you learn that what you put all your time and effort into, ends up the way it did in this situation I'm referring to.  Sorry that it happened to you, I know what it feels like.  *hug* 

I'm 25% thinking that I'm gonna close this blog up. I don't use it that much anymore. And there exists thoughts and memories that I sort of want to forget.

Also, if potential employees really try to look up things you post online, I think I need to start eliminating my online aliases... It seems kinda unprofessional. Well, the stuff I write about anyway.  We'll see. But if one day you come here, and things are gone, you'll know why.  (when I say you, I think it only means like, 2 people, lol)