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Cold - "Black Sunday"
04.18.04 (12:10 am)   [edit]
I feel so overwhelmed with worry right now. I know it's the natural course of life that we are to experience problems and such, but it seems like, everyone is having problems at the exact same time, all slightly similar, yet all different in their own way. I wish there was something I could do. I wish this could all go away and we can all return to gr 2 where boys had cooties and all we had to worry about was how to write a simple short sentence and multiply two and two to get four and we didn't have to worry about run on sentences like this one and we didn't have to worry about seeing sunrise before we go to bed and we didn't have to worry about money and such. Just so much stuff right now. I know it's all part of growing up, but I didn't think it'd be like this. I thought I had it all figured out, all the technicalities, but I didn't think about the emotional part and the relationships you had with people would affect it that much. Things are so difficult and hard.

I'm so worried about certain people right now. I have so much on my mind. my problems, my friend's problems, problems concerning everything. I even caught myself thinking about it during my 4hour business exam tonight. I dunno much time i spent thinking about stuff other than bus., but it was more time that I should've expended on it. That exam did not go well anyway. I didn't really understand the case, and I didn't know how to do the calculations, nor did I even know WHICH calculations to do. :(

I just want to ball up and cry. Cry for everyone. I don't like seeing other people in so much pain. I've been through that, and I know how bad it is. Even people I don't converse with. A friend's sister is going through alot of problems, I know I've never experience something quite like she has, but I feel like of all the people that talk to her now, I'd be able to get through to her most. But I've never really conversed with her. except one really short MSN conversatoin. She told her sister to dl this one song, i dunno if she did, but I did. I listened to it yesterday, I tried to understand the lyrics. Maybe I can find the lyrics and find out the meaning to it. I think whatever the msg the song is conveying is what she's feeling. I want to help her. She's a really bright kid from what I hear, but...she's just having problems. We're all having problems. I want to help everyone. But I'm not quite sure how. I feel so useless. But I hope listening helps. I know just talking helps me a bit...just venting and stuff. Gets it outta my system. I hope I'm helping people alittle bit. I just....I dunno.
 


posted by: mUchOfLacA (reply)
post date: 04.18.04 (9:05 am)

yeah i miss being young.....too many chores now a days lol. And i hate when i worry, but its like i can't help but worry sometimes!



posted by: newbie (reply)
post date: 04.18.04 (3:57 pm)

Everyone has probs, just focus on your life. Most issues are blwon out of proportion. Things will pass in time... most issues arnt as complicated as they seem. Dont be bogged down with other ppls issues.



posted by: SillyLittleGirl (reply)
post date: 04.19.04 (2:06 pm)

You're not useless. It looks like you're helping... you care about other people, you listen to them. You have a good heart;). I know I'm young, but growing up is part of life and we all have to deal with our problems, I'm sure everything will get better soon. I hope you get happier, too! If you're ever feeling down and are stressed and can't get things out of your head, do something fun, or at least something. That's what I do. I'll just read a book or take a bath or relax and whatever. It's good to take your mind off things. Not that you always should, but once in a while it's good to do that kind of stuff. If you need anything, I'm here:).

and as I said before, I hope everything gets better!!
-silly



posted by: rosejello (reply)
post date: 04.20.04 (10:55 am)

thanks for always being there to listen. i'm sorry we all seem to be bombarding you with our problems right now...but i guess we all naturally gravitate to you because we know you have a lot more patience than most of us lol...you have your own problems to deal with too but you somehow always manage to make time for ours and don't get angry that we make you help us carry our burdens when we think we're too weak to carry them alone. lol and don't be worried about run-on sentences, i think mine above might have just beat yours haha...there's a lot going on, and there's a lot of people depressed but at the same time it's just a phase and everything will come to pass. i really think you should try talking to mike, i mean i don't want to pressure you anymore than you probably are yourself, but i think a big bulk of your problems can be solved once this is faced. it won't be the end of the world, i promise, promise, promise. love makes the world go round after all, and even if it sometimes sucks ass, lol we somehow still want to deal with anyway because in the end, it's worth it, there's nothing better than being well loved. but no matter what, and no matter how much we drive each other ABSOLUTELY BONKERS (haha) remember that I love you. ok? just think about it, we can go somewhere with him in a group if it makes you more comfortable but still don't let him slip away...mostly because he's bloody HAWT! lol, best of luck and uh, have a good 'think'

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