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| 05.10.04 (9:22 am) [edit] |
yay! I got internet back on my laptop! :D too had it's not in my room...grr...maybe the cable thing will be long enough to reach my room? i doubt it though...whatever...it doesn't fit on our super messy comp desk though, so i'm using the majhong table...but it's kinda not steady...so i might set up the comp desk i bought the other day....but i kinda dont' want to, cause i'll have to take it apart in less than 4 months...agh...we'll see
i gotta bake cookies and a cake and go to hakim and clean the house today...agh! but i think i prefer it over work...stupid work...have me working basically full time hours...i really hsould take my breaks....if they're not paying me for htem, i shouldn't work....agh....but yeah...damn, so tired...like, my legs and feet HURT...i can't even walk without pain at work...argh...i need more days off! i came home yesterday and washed my bathtub and took a bath....it felt good....i should learn how to swim...it'd be so relaxing....too bad i'm scared of drowning...lol....oh well
so yeah.......still thinking about him...I know I should get over it, because he clearly doesn't like me back. but...does he? I don't know...I doubt it...why wouldn't he have added me to msn by now? and why did he leave before i got a chance to say bye in person? but what about all those other things he did that made me SO sure he liked me back? :cry: I don't know. He seemed so perfect. despite his, erm, drinking and gamblling, he was THE one...:cry: I don't even know if I should talk about this "issue" anymore, but I can't stop thinking about it........what should I do next year?
oh...regarding final marks...I passed linear algebra! :D too bad not with the minimum requirement for computer science...:( sigh...but hey, I'm content with a 56! sweet! lol...i'm debating whether to take linalg again next year, or take calc....the thing is...the trend seems to be getting higher in linalg, cause in oac, i didn't even pass....lol...so if i take it a third time, it's GOTTA get better...right? hmm...but iwth calc, i'd hafta learn new stuff...but it might be easier....i don't know...and it prolly won't complicate the whole GPA system thingy thing...agh....i should look into all that sometime SOON...not this week though...too much going on...5 bdays and work...agh...oh well...oh, and econ, i got 50 on the dot! LMAO!!! SWEET! this means I passed first year university! well, i haven't gotten my business mark back yet, but I'm pretty sure i would've gotten more than 35% on my final exam (what i needed to pass the course).....hmm....but so far, my average (without business) is 66%...not the best...but, isn't that like, average for university? meh....
anyway...this room is FREEZING, and i'm still in pjs (ooh, i slept for 10.5ish hours last night i think!! sweet! i so needed that after all those early mornings at work) and i gotta go to the eye place sometime before school lets out for the highschool kids...lol...but yeah...i prolly have other stuff to blog about later (like my sister's second car accident within 4 months)...:?
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posted by: newbie (reply)
post date: 05.10.04 (10:13 pm)
Manz, it sounds silly but he's not "The One" unless he treats you like a queen. That's a label only awesome, thoughtful, 'non-leaving fast' boys get. I know it's hard not to get caught up in relationship stuff but take it easy if you can, things will happen as they will. in a way, fate has a stronger pull then we think, i mean there's nothing you can do bout it right now right? so just relax and let whatever will happen, happen.
posted by: SmilezAlwayz (reply)
post date: 05.11.04 (9:29 pm)
Reply to: newbie
ok, maybe he wasn't "the one", but it certainly was close than teddy would've been. (btw, it was his bday today, erm, yesterday? the day of the dinner...teddy's i mean)
agh...i know it's stupid, but, i just...i just can't help it....can u offer advice as to how i should go about not thinking about him? it's just so hard...
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