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| "Lying From You" - Linkin park |
| 06.10.05 (8:06 am) [edit] |
...
I remember what they taught to me
remember condescending talk
of who I ought to be
remember listening to all of that
and this again
so I pretended up a person who was fitting in
and now you think this person
really is me and I'm
[trying to bend the truth]
but the more I push
the more I'm pulling away
'cause I'm
lying my way from you
this isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
would have you running from me
like this
the very worst part of you
the very worst part of you
is me
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Falling from rollerblading had an initial shock of GREAT pain. But it was bearable when I stood up and dust off my hands and butt. My hand bled a bit. I poured some water on it to wash away the dirt, felt the stinging throb, and kept on pressing on. Two days later, I realise I probably strained/hurt some more muscles than I initially thought. And so if you see me limping, I'm just trying to accomodate for the pain I feel. It's not that bad though. Physical pain goes away. I can handle physical pain. I prefer it over the other pain. At least with physical, (I think) I appear tougher.
Falling from that temporary high I felt a few months ago, still hurts, and the pain still lies within me. It keeps sneaking up on me. Emotional pain always takes alot longer to heal. It affects who you are; it changes you. I still can't believe how it all happened. I am just lonely now. When I go to bed, I can imagine, and feel his once-caring self beside me, and I am in his once-safe arms. I need to stop that. He is no longer safe, not to me.
"From the Inside" - Linkin Park
Don't know who to trust
no surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
and the lies
Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me
I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear/For the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Tention is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me
I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you
waste myself on you
you
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You know who "you" is.
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