At work today, one of our regular customers come in, and I already have his coffee all ready for him, poured into a cup, on the counter for him. And he says, "I think I'll have a tea today". And I'm like, "seriously"? And he just looks at me all serious. I can't tell if he's serious or not. In the entire, I dunno, 2ish years I've known him, he had gotten a large coffee, used to be Medium roast, but I slowly switched him to Dark (haha, I suggested it to him last summer).
So anyway, I figure out that he was joking. And I say "I can't tell! I'm really gullible!" and he says, "really? so you believe everything a guy tells you?" and I just shrug, and say, "pretty much" (and kinda look away). And I continue, "well, I think I'm just a really trusting person, so I believe pretty much everything anyone says" (unless it is blatently a joke/lie). The customer goes, "well, actually, I kinda feel sorry for you", and I'm like, "yeah...it kinda sucks...". And I look away again, sorta just leaving it up in the air. And at this points, he asks if I'm Japanese (I'm not quite sure why), but then we launch into a conversation about languages and stuff. It was interesting.
So the point of this post was the first half of our conversation. I am too trusting of a person. I always see the good in people, and I assume, since I don't do anything to hurt them, they wouldn't do anything to hurt me, or lie to me. So I just believe whatever they tell me. I mean, why would someone lie to someone they don't know? I just don't understand that. The world is evil out there, crawling with mean/evil/bad people. But I like to believe that they don't exist around me. It keeps me smiling and not wall-punching angry.
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okay, so, I'm gonna stop posting all the lyrics here. Well, maybe once in a while I will, but for now, I've been listening to alot of Papa Roach. Seriously, their latest album, "Getting away with murder" is like, my entire life since turning 20. (ie, half a year, lol). So, many of my titles will be their songs. (I should get their other albums, I like their music, even if the lyrics didn't hit home). So if you care, you can go look up the lyrics to the title songs. I want to be able to write music like that though, and not just ballad-y piano music. :^)
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