Okay, I'll admit, that, this is STRAIGHT copy and paste from an email i wrote an hour ago, but only because I should be READING. :
Omg, I'll be suprised if I make it back alive this weekend. or, even make it TO the weekend to go to London. Work is CRAZY cause the owner/manager just went to LA for some Convention?!? No idea what for, I think it has to do with business. *shrug* But yeah, without really saying it, I think he just sorta put me in charge, and some mofo turned off the fridge and I FREAKED when I found out that the fridge wasn't cold that had ALOT of milk in it. OMG. If I find out someone turned it off on purpose, I will .. I dunno what I'm gonna do. Cry maybe? GRRRRR :@ hah, sorry, I'm venting anger right now.
---- and to add: When Tyrone came into work and saw that I attempted to keep the fridge cool with buckets of ice, he laughed and made fun of me. I mean, GIVE ME A BREAK!! What ELSE does a person do when the fridge is found OFF half filled with milk!??! JEEBUS!!! And I called the fridge company, and they said since it's outta warranty, they can't help me; so they gave me the number of a reliable servicing guy, so i called him, and then there was this whole thing with how we were gonna pay him, and blahblahblah. ANYWAY. Long story short, Tyra REALLY pissed me off, and OMG, honest to goodness, I would've punched him right then and there if he said another word. And I had this HUGE urge just to punch him in the face. So I had to leave the backroom (where he saw the buckets of ice and made fun of me). I was frustrated with all the work and stress, I didn't need coworkers to add to that.
AND THEN, he calls me at home, and asks if it was off this mornign, and i said yes, and then he's like, well, i found a POWER BUTTON on the top of the fridge (where I cannot see) and turned it back on. So, most likely, more than now, someone, turned the fridge off last night. And we can only think of one person who would've done that. and why would he do that, I asked, and tyrone said, i dunno, cause he thought it'd be cool?!?? FUCKIN BASTARD! If his idea of playing a joke on me the DAY the owner leaves the country, IT'S NOT FUNNY! I was REALLY close to tears at certain points! I had orders to do, I had the fridge and the milk and other stuff to worry about! OMG! I can't handle this kinda work stress!
I swear, boys are NOT on my good side these days. I am ready to hit one REALLY soon. Or cry. In front of them. Sometimes, jokes can go too far, boys, and I just can't handle it. And, as evil as it is, if crying is what I need to do, I will do it (although, it's not like I can control something like that. when the waterfalls come, they will pour).
I am so moodswingy these days, I can't take it. I'm so frustrated. And my body is breaking down on me - my knee randomly started hurting today, so it hurt to work, and my legs are so tired from standing for like, 9 hours serving a constant stream of customers, and arms keep on hitting things, therefore getting bruised. I want the moodswingy-ness to stop! agh! One day, I'm fine, the next, I'm sad, the next, I'm angry as hell, then I'm back to sad, or whatever. Right now, I'm ANGRY and sad. And kinda angry because I'm sad about this one particular thing. And frustrated because of all this! AGH! Sometimes, I just wish I didn't have a heart. Then I wouldn't feel. Then I can just focus with what little bit of a brain that I have.
So, if any of my male coworkers read this, stop horsing around. I'm gonna blow up at you soon. I'm that hot cup of water you wish you didn't spill. Tip it over, and you're BURNED.
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