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| "Don't Stay" - Linkin Park |
| 07.04.05 (1:21 pm) [edit] |
Perhaps the only way for me to break out of my current state of misery is by emersing myself into the world that has brought me here in the first place.
So this is what people call life and taking risks, eh? (yup, you are reading the words of a proud Canadian)
I should probably get out of my angry/hateful state before I inflict it (the anger/hate/misery) upon another human being. But how to do that? That IS part of my misery. Oh, the wonderful circles I always travel in.
But seriously. I think the only way for me to rid myself of these thoughts of the past, is to actually move forward. And take what I learned with me. Technically, I should not be fearing that every relationship will result like the one I just ended (uh, 3 months ago...but it still feels so fresh). But, honestly, it is so hard to fully trust another person, and myself as well. I don't trust what I would do in a similar situation. Because I am so emotionally driven sometimes, like last time, I go against my own words. I have been good up to last year about doing "the right thing", or so I thought anyway. I rarely took my own well-being into alot of consideration. I suppose it was because I never knew what the experience would be like, so I didn't really care for it. But now that I have, I liked it. I want to "beam" again. But I don't want to be taken advantage again. It hurt too much. It still hurts. I don't ever want to hurt like that initial metaphorical stab I felt, but, this dull ache doesn't seem to want to leave until I can move on. And the person that I am, I need to satisfy that ache in order to heal. But I risk that heart-wrenching pain again. You see that circle I am going in that I mentioned above? OY!
M: I hate what you did to me, but I hope you are doing well. I can't say whether or not I want to see you again though. Well, I do, but I don't. You know. I suppose I won't have a choice if we have class(es) together again. ...so I hope you get into Ivey, to avoid any confrontation.
Title Song: Don't Stay - Linkin Park
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go
[Chorus:]
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone
[Chorus]
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
With no apologies
[Chorus]
Don't stay
Don't stay
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Oops, okok, so i'll post lyrics once in a while.
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posted by: daughtsy (reply)
post date: 07.10.05 (8:30 am)
I like that song!!!! yaayyy GO LINKIN PARK!!!!
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