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08.02.05 (12:23 pm)   [edit]
agh, i'm so stupid!!! I don't wanna elaborate too much because i am supposed to be preparing my note sheet thing that I can take into my exam with me.

but yes. In addition to my craziness that I concluded from my last post, I also conclude that I am also very stupid! agh!!! *slap forehead* What possessed me into thinking that the start of next year will be okay? Well, if "he" actually never told his "buddies" anything, I don't have MUCH to worry about, but I don't trust that he told them nothing, just because I don't really trust anything he said/did anymore. SO. Ugh. Next year is gonna be hell, if that is the case. Maybe I can chop off my ponytail early, and somehow change my appearance, and I can fake a reallly heavy chinese accent, or something. And I can be a totally different person with a different identity. Not the Mandy they knew that went out with their buddy ridiculously soon after his breakup from a 4yr relationship. UGH. I'm such an IDIOT! I can't believe that I believed every word he said. I am so gullible and such a pushover. I should've also been smarter and stronger and NOT succumb to his charm. GRR. I hate this. Stupid cycle of thoughts!

STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID!!! :x
 


posted by: racecar (reply)
post date: 08.02.05 (4:08 pm)

you're not stupid. a stupid person would do the same thing over again and not realise what happened. maybe wear a hat all year though and shoes with kangaroos on them.



posted by: manager (reply)
post date: 08.02.05 (4:11 pm)

Reply to: racecar
hahah, you mean, like, Stewie's hat and your shoes? ie: look like a fob??? I don't know if I can do that again!!!!!!
hmm, i dunno, i COULD be stupid enough to repeat, after realising my nature. I just hope I don't! I've already asked ppl to make sure I do not repeat! hehe.



posted by: daughtsy (reply)
post date: 08.02.05 (6:53 pm)

muM you're not stupid....i agree with "racecar" whoever that is *wink*tell me who you are hehehe....but we all make mistakes....sometimes we fall for people for reasons we will never know but it's a stepping stone towards knowing what you really want in a person. we just have to be really careful and not rush into relationships....i guess this teaches us to know the person first before actually taking another step with them. you're not stupid cause if you call yourself stupid because of that then, i guess, consider most of the adult population stupid. and as for his friends....who cares what they think? the important thing is that you realized it was a mistake and stopped it instead of hanging onto every word he said. and i'm proud of you for doing that cause i know it's hard. but it's ok cause you're learning. it's all just a cycle. =D



posted by: moi (reply)
post date: 08.03.05 (11:53 am)

aww...

why should YOU have to change what u look like?

and anyways, i agree with everyone else.
YOU ARE NOT STUPID.
i don't think that a smart person wouldnt believe what someone tells them....
especially when that 'someone' really doesn't have any good logical reason to directly lie to that person's face.

anyways.
now that i have finished not making any sense....
ciao!



posted by: Rock-Throwing Crazy Mandy (reply)
post date: 08.03.05 (12:02 pm)

Reply to: moi
yeah, no "logical" reason. the only reason is that he's a stupid boy. stupid stupid boys. THROW ROCKS AT THEM!!!!



posted by: newbie (reply)
post date: 08.03.05 (4:32 pm)

hes a guy..im sure he didnt go into detail..prob said u guys brokeup..nothing to be worried about...no ones gonna judge u. fuuk those fuuukers....ignore them

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