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"Shame On Me" - Ryan Cabrera
08.20.05 (3:07 pm)   [edit]
hmm, i haven't listened to him (ryan cabrera) in a while. meh. puts me in a diff. mood. none really actually. doesn't really bring me up, or down. anyway.

so, I woke up at like, 5:20am this morning with massive stomach pains :( And I was up since then. Bathroom didn't help. So I just scrunched into a ball with my pillows and comforter and whimpered for an hour while contemplating if I should go to work. I realised that even if I was coughing up my internal organs, I'd have to go to work, cause no one else can open the fucking store on a Saturday morning. So, at 6:18am, I made my way outta my room, whimpering every now and then and moaning an "owwieeeeee" when I wasn't whimpering. I managed to drive to work without getting into an accident. I walked slowly through the store, and at 6:40 (like, 5 min after I got there), I was like, there's no way I can make it through my shift. So I called kraP.rM and asked if he could come in after he was done at PC. But he couldn't make it until noon. So, he told me to call other employees to see if they could come in. I tried not to. Cause honestly, if someone called me at freakin 6:45am, I'd say no. But at 6:50, I could barely stand up straight, so i called the only two ppl that were somewhat available (ie: in the city, and not working later that day). I felt terrible about it, but neither of them really gave me sympathy for being in alotta pain, so fuck it. After trying the second person, I actually let out a tear or two of pain and frustration. And continued on moving slowly throughout the store and getting shit ready for the friggen customers. stupid customers. hmph. anywho. Toby came in 5 min early (I asked him to come in as early as he could, and he makes it only 5 min early *roles eyes*), and Mr Park told me to take it easy and rest in the back when he got in, but, there was stuff to do (dude, why doesn't the boy know how to make the Chiller yet?!?). So I pressed on. And after 2ish hrs of pained expressions and actions (ie: crouching and snuggling close to the wall, lol), the pain started to go away, but I was uncomfortable and really tired and hungry. Park came in, and I left. I hope he and Toby survived :? It wasn't really busy in the morning (thank goodness!) but it might have picked up in the afternoon. I dunno. I'll find out tomorrow.

I came home and napped for 2 hrs. then I ate a whole lot of canteloupe, and then i had a shower. Throughout dinner, I felt like craaap, and while I sit here and type, the stomach pains seem to be coming back slowly...:cry:

wtf?!? a tummy ache should not last an entire day!! I PRAY it's better tomorrow...I felt really bad today about waking the ppl up. And making Toby work with the owner for 2.5 hrs. Or, perhaps, it's the other way around. lol. awww...anyway.

perhaps I'll go to bed EARLY today (like, at 10pm) and everything will be a-ok at 5am and I won't need to call Park to open (he said he could open if I can't make it, and I can come in at 9). ....but I wanna clean my desk area so I can put my sister's desktop comp in here so I can start attempting to fix it...hmm...OOH! I found out that one of my highschool buddies is taking Computer Engineering and he said he could help me upgrade my system! yay!! lol. you gotta love those random reunions, eh? :)
 


posted by: daughtsy (reply)
post date: 08.28.05 (6:38 am)

awww....want me to punch your stomach? actually this blog souds more angry than anything else haha....good stuff muM....stickittothaman!



posted by: SmilezAlwayz (reply)
post date: 08.28.05 (3:27 pm)

Reply to: daughtsy
hmm? I don't get it....this post? or my entire blog website????
and how so? :P

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