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10.13.05 (2:54 pm)   [edit]
...again
wtf? Why does this always happen? I took my first step to REALLY getting over this today, and guess who decides to randomly msg me today?
It's not even like we said anything that would really mean anything, but I could tell that our talk on msn is alot less strained than when we converse in person. I know he knows that. It's my weak spot. But just talking almost like we used to (but me with a colder tone, if that's possible over msn) just brought emotions I don't want to the surface.
Coincidentally, I was listening to one of Utada Hikaru's biggest hit singles at the same time.
what the crap.
what the effing crap.

it's always when i'm trying to study for math too.

I need this resolved before i turn 21. then i can just write off my 20th year completely and pretend it didn't happen. i don't want my 21st year to mirror any part of my 20th. i'd rather muddle along lonely and miserable. rather than lonely, miserable, hurt, contemplative, and hateful.
 


posted by: blop (reply)
post date: 10.13.05 (5:23 pm)

y don't u block him from ur msn?



posted by: SmilezAlwayz (reply)
post date: 10.14.05 (4:23 pm)

Reply to: blop
that would be the smart thing to do, wouldn't it? :^)



posted by: daughtsy (reply)
post date: 10.16.05 (9:32 am)

Reply to: blop

lol cat you're so smart! i wonder why muM didn't think of that? lol STRESS!!!!



posted by: SmilezAlwayz (reply)
post date: 10.17.05 (7:09 pm)

Reply to: daughtsy
because muM is not smart like that. lol

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