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"Santa Monica" - Theory of a Deadman
10.20.05 (6:12 pm)   [edit]
There's a boy in two of my classes that I found kinda cute from the first day of school (actually, he looked familiar, and the longer i looked at him to try to figure out where I saw him before, the more cute I found him. I still haven't figuerd out why he looks familiar). We conversed a bit in the last two days because of some assignments in both classes. I saw him sneak peeks at me in class a few times today. (He usually sits in the row in front of me, one seat over) heh. He's asian too. His parents are from Guangdong (I learnt this in class when everyone had to do "ice breakers" and tell everyone where their parents were from).
Too bad he's in my program. and he's in my classes. and I recently discovered to never even think about "trying anything" with people in my classes or that I may potentially have classes with. and he smokes. and I have loose plans of becoming a nun.

lol :Þ
 


posted by: Char (reply)
post date: 10.21.05 (4:44 am)

what the hell? it's not a bad thing that he's in your class! that's a good thing. it doens't hurt to just talk to him and then just let whatever happens happen naturally. don't think about what steps you are taking or what WILL happen cause that makes you assume that something will happen you know what i mean? awww go MANDER! oh and with rem he smokes too and i hate guys who smokes. i hate it cause he began doing it again, he actually quit for a whole year well he sneaked some here and there (and there aint no way he could 'sneak' some behind my back!) and for some reason he's doing it again. but i have to cope with it cause i want to be with him you know? dont let the smoking thing get in the way, because you dont want to miss out on a good thing. youll never know until you try to get to know him. who knows he could become a good friend of yours. and a nun? remember the sound of music? you dont want to break into songs every minute do you? why dont you just become rachel's babysitter? ahahahha!



posted by: SmilezAlwayz (reply)
post date: 10.21.05 (9:33 am)

Reply to: Char
actaully. It's a terrible thing that he's in my class IF something happened. I can just try to not let him notice how CUTE/HOT I think he is. If he's just a regular friend, sure, that'd be cool. Perhaps he can help me with math :S Although, we seem to be both as lost as the other. oish.
And the last time I let thigns happen "naturally", that was bad news. I preferred my life back when I just avoided all my fears. It was just easier than the consequences of not adamently staying away from ppl.

smoking...yeah...no.... i've grown up with second hand smoke and I'm quite fed up with it. if I can have a decision, no more.

And, the sound of music? I haven't seen it, so I have no idea what you're talking about - this bursting into song thing. lol



posted by: c a t (reply)
post date: 10.22.05 (4:10 am)

aww. we should DEFINITELY watch the Sound of Music together! it's GREAT!
(8) the hills are alive.. with the sound of music.... (8)
actuallly, i had thought i'd seen it, but apparently i had only watched parts of it, until around Christmas last year, it was on so i watched it, and was SHOCKED AND APPALLED by what was happening!!
heh, it was really funny though, cuz my aunt and my mom were watching with me and singing along.
how do they know all the words to the random songs?!

so a few things:
1. there is ONE guy in ur class that u find 'kinda cute'?
wow.
i thought it was a Western wide thing... but i guess maybe it's a Social Sci thing *-)
u need to come hang out in some of my classes.
il y a BEAUCOUP des garcons chaud.
comme BEAUCOUP!!
2. i agree with you on the smoking thing... that sucks.
maybe he's not ridiculously addicted.. *-) maybe he's still in the stage where he does it b/c it makes him feel good...
hehe, ask him how many packs he smokes a week :D
3. ahaha, a nun eh?
4. what kinda class is this?! y are u guys doing icebreakers? is it a tutorial?



posted by: SmilezAlwayz (reply)
post date: 10.23.05 (6:48 am)

Reply to: c
i already answered u, Cat, via MSN, but if anyone has the same questions:

1) hehe, no, there are a few (not many mind u...remember, CS? lol...there IS thsi one guy in my Networks class that kinda looks like the guy i was crushing on in first year...but this one's taller and thinner...but sooo cute...lol), but this one particular guy is ASIAN! I NEVER find asian guys cute or attractive! lol. So this one definately stood out just or his asianness. lol...and yes, I remember my Social Science classes...mmm...lol

2)i've only seen him smoke twice (not that i was watching, i just saw him outside smoking before or after class)..and we don't speak enough for me to ask a question like that!! :P

3)yup. you heard me. I always had loose plans of becoming a nun since highschool. usually just as an excuse out of terror. and yup, I think it's a good excuse.

4)i have math and intro to software engineering wtih him, and it's the latter that we did ice breakers in. part of that class is learning how to work with other people, and not just do individual work. so we have that huge group project, adn we were doing ice braekers without our own groups, but then we had to present the info the the class.


ps: you crack me up :)



posted by: Char (reply)
post date: 11.04.05 (3:56 am)

haha...the sound of music...i like the puppet & yoddling...too bad you've never seen it..

um..anyways...

don't you hear..or i mean read what you've said...look how broken he's made you...that's NOT good. fight back and be strong...Don't be afraid of meeting new people. So what if you just become friends...that's what can happen when you let things happen naturally instead of making assumptions. It's one way or the othe right?



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