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| the silence of Weldon library |
| 12.20.05 (6:45 pm) [edit] |
So, i'm sitting at a computer at the library right now. I'm ATTEMPTING to study for my Networks exam tomorrow night. But, I've been staring at this stuff and things just aren't going into my friggen head! Honestly, when I need it to work, it doesn't. Then again, it doesn't really work when I don't need it to work. so...I don't know. lol
It's been my birthday for 23.5 hours now, and it started at 12:05am, when one of my roomates asked to see me about something in the living room. So I go, and I find my roomates and a cake 8) We sat around and opened bday/xmas gifts for a while and talked for a bit while we ate some cake that Ling thoughtfully bought. It was a good hour. :)
Earlier that night (ie: on the 19th), I had written an AWESOME math exam. It was like, EXACTLY like the 2001 practice exam we had. I better get a 70% on that. seriously. I feel like I got 70% easy. But...u never know. meh. i'm sure i'll find out in a couple of days.
Then while attempting to study at the lib this evening, my math/cs study buddy comes by and brought me a bday cake! AT THE LIBRARY! what a pleasant suprise! hehe! so now, because we couldn't finsih it, I have leftover cake in the library. and a TON of Networks to study - all by my lonesome self. :(
As I sit here and reflect on my 20th year, I really wonder what happened last year. Like, how I let things happen. It wasn't me. I let myself be tempted with one thing, and I suddenly wasn't myself anymore. This year, despite everything my first year roomie is saying, I'm not tempting myself, I will listen to myself. But I should be fair. I'm just waiting for the end of exams. I can't let last year happen again. Honestly. I just need to blend in, and pretend that I'm no different from all my other classmates - I'm gonna chop off my hair this holiday and I'm gonna look like a boy, just like everyone else in my classes. haha. i think it's a funny joke, but some ppl aren't laughing :roll:
anywho. i guess I SHOULD get back to my table(s) and study. oy. i SHOULD stay til 2, but honestly, if I can't even focus, I might as well go home and sleep. cause I have no idea what i learned in the last 5+ hrs. OISH.
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