Can hold my breath only for a little while 'til reality starts sinking in 
once again i'm settling for second best turn the pages skip to the end 
to where i swore that i would try since the last time i crossed that line in the back of my mind i know 

it only hurts when your eyes are open lies get tossed and truth is spoken it only hurts when that door
gets open dreams are lost and hearts are broken

miles away promise from a burning bed two worlds should never collide
one word would end it if you ever heard tear the page out that reminds me 
when i swore that i'd be strong now the next time has come and gone well maybe i'm wrong i know

it only hurts when your eyes are open lies get tossed and truth is spoken it only hurts when that door
gets open dreams are lost and hearts are broken

i know what your feeling it's hard to believe in someone, someone who's not there 
i know that your waiting 'cause love is worth saving but only for so long, so long, so long

i swore that i would try since the last time, the last time

it only hurts when your eyes are open lies get tossed and truth is spoken it only hurts when that door
gets open dreams are lost and hearts are broken

it only hurts when your eyes are open lies get tossed and truth is spoken it only hurts when that door
gets open dreams are lost and hearts are broken

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I can't believe the hurt was so deep that it is STILL there. :( 
Frig. 6hrs.  I need the entire week just to recover. 

Haven't been feeling well lately. physically and emotionally. I should eat healthier. Maybe that'll help