A year ago today, I was in a very confusing situation. I was also excited about a new relationship. I was also not as sad as I am at this moment. I was happy.
A year ago today, I had someone I cared about, and they said they cared about me too.
A year ago today, I listened to my heart instead of my head.
I'm such a silly girl. Now things have changed. I have changed. And I will always wonder how things would have happened, if I had just listened to my head.
I should've risked regretting, than to have let things happen. 
And now I shall suffer.

That's the lesson I learned this year. Listen to your fucking head. Don't trust anyone. Untrustable until proven trustable.

Forgive me for being so cold. But I tried the opposite for once. And it's landed me where I am now. It hurts.

I hope your birthday this year didn't start off like it did last year. If it did, my condolences for the other person.