so, after work, i went to the doctors (heh, made the appt while at work)...........he said he didn't know what's wrong with my arm/fingers, because it's never just the middle and fourth finger, it's usually all, or including the pinky.......but nope, it's not.......so he said that he's gonna refer me to a neurologist.....:? but before he does that, he's gonna check my B12 level......so i got some blood taken out today......and then i also wanted to get tested for TB, so that was another needle.......:( sucked......so on thursday, i gotta go back and get my results and stuff......
yesterday, my mom and i went to Ikea (i actuallly wanted to buy some stuff, cause i had already been on the website, but my mom watned to make yet another trip out some other day, after we did some price shopping........agh.........) and some other places, but it included my dentist appt.....well, i dunno if that's what u'd call it......but i had to get a consultation on my wisdom teeth, sicne they're coming in, and clearly, there;s no space for them...........so now, i gotta book off a couple of days off work (or a week) starting on Aug. 23rd...agh........i dunno if i'd just finish work on the 22nd, or return for a couple of days....hmm.....i dunno.......
i really hope that if i haev to go see this neurologist, that it's nothing big.......nothing i need to take work off of......i jsut can't afford it......and i dunno how much my dad's insurance company would pay for stuff......i can't afford all this shit! 1500 to take out 4 damn teeth! shit! and for the guy to tell me that i'd need to get them otu and stuff was $90! crap, doctors really know how to take money from u!
i still need to do a physical though.......agh......but i don't want my current doctor.......damn bastard gave me a drug that doesn't even treat any of my symptoms! grr..... and i don't think i'd be comfortable with a male doctor giving me a physical checkup......nor would i be comfortable with a female doctor, but i think it'd be slightly less awkward.....hmm......anyway
so yeah. stupid fingers......i'm typing with all my fingers again, it still feels really strange, but i think i've learnt to deal with it......it's just not avoidable now.....it gets in the way if i don't use them......
oh, so, at work, we get the cara discount card, and they all have a card number on the back......and my number this time is the same number as Mike's extension number at residence.......lol.......I wonder if it's a sign? and if so, what does it mean? hehe, I really doubt it though......I always get "signs" , but it never turns out as anything. :( sorry, I tried not to talk about him for a while, but in my last couple of entries, I did......heh, i told cat that whenever anything about hockey/poker/compsci/mont real related comes up, i think of him......and since with the wholer egistration thing, with CS and all, it's just impossible to not think about him.....ok, i'm gonna stop now. i'll try not to bring it up again......soon......heh.........I'm sorry for bringing up this entire thing up again......I know ppl are sick and tired of it.
ok, so, i got work in like, less than 8 hours, so i'm gonna go to bed now (or fix my MD player...it's effed up right now..... :x )
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