I saw many people today. Some were pleasant encounters, some were weird encounters, some were unpleasant encounters, and some were non-verbal encounters, and some were so unpleasant that they shouldn't even be considered an encounter.
I saw Catherine, that was pleasant. We should have lunch together or osmething after class on Wednesdays.
I saw this girl from my Sociology class, and I THINK her friend might be in one of my other classes, or I HAD class with her before, cause she looks REALLY familiar. Then again, it may just be because I see them together on campus all the time.
This guy walked in front of me at some point, blocking my way on purpose, I'm close to positive I don't know him, he was just being weird. lol. I asked if he would let me go, but he said no, and I said I had class (which was a lie), and he said he had class too, and i said my class was prolly further, then he let me go probably cause I looked really uncomfortable and clearly, he didn't get the reaction he was looking for. lol.
I was in Einstein's trying to do some math, and just as I look up, I saw Mike. I immediately looked down. Don't ask me why. But I did. I think me hay have seen me, but I don't know. After a while, I looked back up and he was walking (with his cane) into the library. I tried to do math after, but I just couldn't concentrate anymore (not that I was really concentrating prior to that "encounter"), so I went into the library to check answers for my math quiz, and hoped to see him, but I didn't.
I saw Aly, Paula, Christine at Lucy's, told them I was gonna try to make it to their house party. kinda sat awkwardly cause they were all in sports there and talking about class and stuff. So i went to math class.
After math class, on the way back to the apartment, I had the chance to talk to someone in 3 of my classes, about any of our upcoming assignments and midterms, but by the time I decided to maybe speak up, he ran across the street to catch his bus. All I did was smile and look away cause i had my headphones in anyway.
So that was today.
Yesterday, I was leaving the library, and I saw this guy who looked familiar, so i gave him one of those "I know u from somewhere" look, and he seemed to have a "I know you, but you don't know me" look. By the time I passed him, I rememebered that he was one of our regular customers at SC. I Also think I saw him at the warped tour too. weird. I talked to steph later, and she was like, yeah, he told me that he went to Western when i told him you went to the same residence (he was wearing a saugeen tshirt) last year.
So I saw many random people. I talked to what, 2 of them? I need to be more social and at least acknowledge that I saw them and recognise them. I could prolly end up with someone to study for finals with. But nope, I seem to front a "I don't want to talk to you" attitude whenever I see people. I need to change that, cause it's not true in most cases.
I need to move on. How? I haven't a clue. Probably with time. I also need to find a new interest/focus.
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