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"Blind Sight" - Ryan Cabrera
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| "Blind Sight" - Ryan Cabrera |
| 11.14.04 (11:27 am) [edit] |
I feel kinda sick. Tired. and sick. physically, and of this world. I sit in class and I don't know why I'm there. I'm just kinda going where everyone else is going: school. because i's the right thing to do nowadays. but why? I don't like school, I can't see myself doing anything with a CS degree or anything, I can't even see myself making it far enough to finish the program. I don't even know how I got as far as University. I guess I was lucky. But where is this all taking me? I don't know. I like to think that I'm reaching for a goal, but I can't even distinguish what that goal can possibly be. I don't know what I want from life, I don't know what I'm looking for in a relationship, I don't know what I'm looking for in school, I don't know I don't know I don't know. I just know I want to sleep, but I don't even know why. well, at this current moment, it's cause I feel physically sick. But I want to sleep for what? to rejuvenate myself to cease the day when I wake up? and do what? what have I got to look forward to? ...to sleep; to sleep perchance to dream.
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