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"Inside Out" - Yellowcard
12.17.04 (11:06 am)   [edit]
So. Here's the last bit of info for now. We just finished a short conversation.  I told him to try to work it out with his gf because a part of him still wanted her.  I mean, they have a history, right? They should at least try.  I told him that I wanted to at least try to be friends until they had it all sorted out, but I'd understand if she wasn't okay with it.  So that is what our last conversation was about.  She wouldn't be okay with it; she still needs to rebuild her confidence in him.  So I'll just leave it at that.  It's a good thing he didn't end up getting into any of my classes, I suppose.  It'd be easier this way.

So, I don't know what's happening. But I guess all I can do is pretend none of that happened. None of what I experienced in the past 72 hours will count for anything.  But, what I've learnt from him already will hopefully help me in my future endeavors.

My "good" character, I suppose, created pain for myself.  I hate it.  I can't control it, I know what's right, and he knows that I know what's right, and that even if it pains me, I will do what's right. No matter how much it hurts.  I'll be okay though. 
 


posted by: IncubusZealot (reply)
post date: 12.17.04 (10:45 pm)

this might sound weird but...I don't let myself develop emotional feelings for someone until late in a relationship, you get hurt less that way. I've been hurt a few times...was very painful..so i did something about it. Either way, just always remember no matter what you still have yourself...and that's all you need.



posted by: SmilezAlwayz (reply)
post date: 12.18.04 (6:25 am)

Reply to: IncubusZealot
Thanks...I didn't mean for feelings to start...they just did...I ignored the because I knew he had a gf...but...he brought it up...so...yeah...

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