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| I am almost done my second year at UWO |
| 04.16.05 (8:44 pm) [edit] |
The problems lay deeper than I had thought. I just seem to have alot of anger and rage that was locked in for a while, and sorta came out passively once in a while. Unfortunately, it became "active" in the recent weeks. I didn't think I could ever question another human being so much, one that I was close to. But, I really question the motives. If there are motives at all. Je ne sais pas. I suppose after this event in my life, I will never quite be the same again. Perhaps I took a turn for the worse, but perhaps for the better. Or I will just be more cautious, and like someone else said, less "naive". I have felt sick lately, because I make myself sick. My actions, my decisions. Most of them are things that I say I oppose. And what do I do? I do the opposite of what I say. I need to find out what I really believe. And stick to it. Otherwise, I WILL be miserable for the rest of my life. It's unfortunate that I have to compromise between wants, morals, and expectations. It's tough. But it's "life".
Speaking of whihc, I have my last second year univeristy exam in 9 hours. And I am NOT prepped for it at all.
Mark Kingwell - "If we're not happy, then why are we alive?"
This is what I am trying to figure out. One of the things that spawned my recent ramblings that I'm sure you're all tired of hearing.
Back to all nighter.
G'nite people.
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posted by: 5 (reply)
post date: 04.17.05 (4:33 am)
Life is trying to figure out what you believe. Most people aren't lucky enough to know exactly where they stand on things.
posted by: #6 (reply)
post date: 04.17.05 (9:40 am)
i'm glad the exam wasn't "that bad" :)
sleep tight manz.
posted by: kyee (reply)
post date: 04.17.05 (9:57 am)
all d best!
posted by: kyee (reply)
post date: 04.18.05 (10:45 am)
juz try 2 make d best outta life...=D
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