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05.19.05 (6:12 pm) [edit]

Thanks, Roomie....uh...I don't have a number for you...Let's go with #1 for now, since u're the first one living there :wink:

In our recent MSN conversation (after my DAYS of not being on MSN) about moving on with our lives, she asks me:
Do you think you would be happier than before? If not, don't waste your time, just move on.
(Or something to that effect)

Thanks. No, really, Thanks. This is a new perspective that I hadn't seen before. I suppose, it would temporarily satisfy my need to talk to him, but, like certain things, it is only a temporary fix.
[copy and pasted from our conversation, this was my answer]
I don't think I WOULD be happier, especially after all this that happened. I don't think it would be possible.
I have experienced. I have hurt. I have cried. I have learnt (I hope). And when I fully heal, I know I will be stronger. More aware. Less naive. Less trusting (unfortunately). I will be a different me. But I will (hopefully) be smarter.
[end message]

Earlier today, well, prolly only a couple of hours today, I thought about MSN, and how I can actually live without it. Even though I really wanted to turn it on, and was tempted so many times to sign in.
I wanted MSN, but I didn't need MSN.
Consider if I had typed instead of the S with my left ring finger, i typed with my left pinky. I'd have a different word. But, it still holds true.
I can survive with what I have, minus MSN. It all depends on how strong your willpower is.

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